Flavoured Life

byebye blog.

2006-10-23T15:48:00.000+08:00

My new home…-whatever-

shut up!

2006-08-19T21:37:00.000+08:00

I'M DOWN!!! I FAILED MISERABLY!!! This is not me!! I hate myself!!!

storbo ko

2006-07-28T21:43:00.003+08:00

pahinga?! di ko na siya kilala ngayon..

BUSY-->bagong best friend ko!
busy kasi daming ginagawa
busy kasi gusto makalimot
busy kasi yaw ko na mag-isip
busy kasi pagod na ko
busy kasi sinasaktan mo ko
busy kasi gusto na kitang palayasin dito
busy kasi nag-aaral para sa recitation na hindi naman ako natatawag kahit nakatatlong chapter na kami
busy kasi ung accounting nagpapansin masyado
busy kasi feel ko
busy kasi pinili ko to
busy kasi para parehas na tayo
BUSY kasi dito ako masaya...

ngayon.. gusto ko naman istorbohin sarili ko. para malamn ko kung sobrang nakakaabla ba ko. para malaman ko kung hindi ako masayang kausap. para malaman ko na mas masaya kapag busy. masaya nga. pero parang nilayasan ko narin sarili ko. kaw din eh nialayasan mo ko. di siguro ako masaya pagkaabalahan. salamat sa mga panahong inalay mo sakin. salamat sa mga salitang nagparamdam na importante ako. salamat sa tuwa na naidulot mo sa buhay ko. salamat dahil ikaw ang dahilan ng lahat ng luha ko ngayon. ikaw din ang dahilan kung bakit best friend ko na si busy. pinakilala mo kasi siya sakin eh. ako kasi si istorbo.T_T

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2006-07-28T21:43:00.002+08:00

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2006-07-28T21:43:00.001+08:00

Thoughts to ponder:
->dont spend your lifetime Loving a person if you have no plan to tell what you feel. It's SELFISH!
->Love can never be so beautiful without friendship. One leads to another and the process is irreversible. The best of LOVERS are the BEST of FRIENDS.
->EMPTY is the life that's filled with nothing but THINGS.
->If your ENEMY is hungry feedhim. If he's thirsty, give him a drink. By doing this you'll make him burn with SHAME.
->telling the TRUTH and making someone cry isbetter that telling a LIE and making somone smile. Live life well..^_^

hmm.. some sentences are applicable to me.. cause right now I feel so much anger, pain, love and selfishness..

another thought:

"You make my heart beat FASTER and SLOWER at the same time"^_^

falling for other person?! or just a victim of the situation?!
hai.. so confusing...

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2006-07-28T21:43:00.000+08:00

Thoughts to ponder:
->dont spend your lifetime Loving a person if you have no plan to tell what you fee. It's SELFISH!
->Love can never be so beautiful without friendship. One leads to another and the process is irreversible. The best of LOVERS are the BEST of FRIENDS.
->EMPTY is the life that's filled with nothing but THINGS.
->If your ENEMY is hungry feedhim. If he's thirsty, give him a drink. By doing this you'll make him burn with SHAME.
->telling the TRUTH and making someone cry isbetter that telling a LIE and making somone smile. Live life well..^_^

hmm.. some sentences are applicable to me.. cause right now I feel so much anger, pain, love and selfishness..

another thought:

"You make my heart beat FASTER and SLOWER at the same time"^_^

falling for other person?! or just a victim of the situation?!
hai.. so confusing...

hayzzz...

2006-07-27T08:15:00.000+08:00

I'm already preparing for my debut this coming September and I'm looking for extraordinary things to do in my debut.. of course, i don't want it to be just another debut.. I want it to be a Simple yet SUPER unforgettable day not only for me but also for my friends.. and so while I'm browsing.. I bumped into PEYUPS (to those who doesn't know this is a webbie of students in UP, and they post any kind of articles there.. just click the link to find out)
http://www.peyups.com/article.khtml?sid=2309-->
this is entitiled in a rage.. this is about a SUPER-YAMAN-BITCHY-BRAT-COnYO-GIRL as in sobra!! Her debut cost P20M and according to some comments there that she had a 4 page spread at a newspaper.. like duh!!! do you really need that stuff?! hai... and xempwe my 18th birthday wouldn't be like that noh!! There's more to life than a single birthday party worth P20M!

oh well, i've been thinking of a chocoalte souvenir.. kasi naman ung mga figurines la naman talga purpose un mag-iipon lang ng alikabok sa bahay un! and for those na hindi masyadong sentimental sa susunod na general house cleaning nila matatapon din niya yun! kahit ung card di din niya ititira!! hmp!! Kea chocolate nalang.. para makain pa nila.. ang xempwe may pouch xa and ung pouch pde pang coin purse or lalagyan ng cellphone.. hmm.. it's ok na diba?!

My mom is planning to celebrate it at Max's resto.. hmm.. it's not bad naman kasi I have attended a debut like that na and it's very formal indeed.. ^_^ hmm.. parang di ata bagay sa Courage ang formal party? kea dapat may twist!! hay.. panu kea kung.. all gurls must come in curls?! hahaha!! diba para naman may effort sila?! and for the guyz.. hmm.. dpat may something Pink?! gusto ko nga ilagay sa invitation ko "NO PINK, NO ENTRY!!" hahaha!!^_^ oh diba?! that's so me!

hai.. so til here nalang muna.. dami pa sana ko gusto sabihin eh.. mea nalang gabi siguro.. hm.. mag-aaral pa pala ko mea?! hmm.. basta!!

emptiness

2006-07-24T21:16:00.000+08:00

last night i felt so empty..

I wanted to feel special
I wanted to feel LOVED
I wanted to feel warm
I wanted to feel YOU
I wanted to feel ATLEAST OK..

wen ur suppose to feel nothing

2006-07-23T23:44:00.000+08:00

"kita ko kau ni _______ ... swit nga eh.. Hehe.. Joke"

nanaman?! kung iipunin ko ung mga message na ganito sakin siguro may 5MB na un?! di ko naman sila masisisi dahil mas madalas ko siya kasama compare sa lalakeng dapat talaga ay kasama ko. siguro nga dahil sa may past kame madaling pumapasok sa isip ng tao na may something special between us ngaun. masakit para sakin na mapagkamalan na kami. minsan nagbibiro alang ako para di naman halata na na-ooffend ako kasi siguro para sa kanila compliment un. hindi ko lam kung anong tamang words para i-describe feelings ko ngaun pero basta.

mga guyz pag-alam nilang nanjan ka lang palage pinababayaan ka nalang nila. especially sa case na alam nila na sobrang mahal mo sila and di mo sila kayang iwan. mas madalas kasi na mas expressive ang girls sa nararamdaman nila so ganun nagiging result.. pero i'm not saying na sa lahat ng times ganun. i apprecate ung mga guys na super expressive sa feelings nila. and mahirap makahanap ng ganun.. kasi minsan ung iba naman nagiging super expressive.. lahat ng sobra nakakalason na diba.

back to what i'm talking bout earlier. basta yaw ko na talaga maramdaman to pero wala akong choice or eto talaga ung choice ko among other choices na mas ayos.. masukista ako

is it love or just a fantasy?!

2006-07-22T22:38:00.000+08:00

i love you but i don't
you love me but you dont
we're ideal, we can never be real

stop making me feel special if you don't really intend to make me feel so.. i'm falling for you.. help me not to fall..

CLUELESS

2006-07-22T21:22:00.000+08:00

there's something about this day.. i can't explain.. all i know i feel so OK yet so clueless.. i feel something. it's not normal.. am i juz looking for a replacement or am i juz lacking something.. i dunno..

--,

2006-07-20T20:48:00.000+08:00

there are no classes tomorrow!! ^_^ but i don't know if i'm bad or anything but i wanted to go to UST and stay at the library to study all day.. coz if i stayed here in our house maybe i'll be online the whole day or be out shopping.. ^_^ just wanna check if i would earn something if i go to school tomorrow coz of my allowance.. and now i'm trying to comput m expenses.. {trying to be an economist}

ok..
costs--
effort.. worth P1M^_^
fare..p141
food..200?! {i love to eat!!}
hmmm.. net loss?! hai... wag na nga?!

maybe i'll stay at home and just manage my time wisely..^_^ i can do this!!

here i am again!!

2006-07-18T10:27:00.000+08:00

got extra hours to waste?! so put your best foot forward and walk to the library!! and spend your free time with your free internet!! (friendster and YM not included)

blah...blah..blah.. got nothing to say..

i went home really late last night coz i hang-out with my friends here in UST.. I never regret doing so.^_^

til here nalang.. see yah later!! tah-tah!!^_^

ooops!!

2006-07-17T18:55:00.000+08:00

i forgot!!! i fone broke down again!!! damn! this time it's for real!! so that's the reason why i wnted anew fone!! N80!!

ha,ha,ha,ha ha-ha-ha

2006-07-17T18:39:00.000+08:00

la ko magawa. dito lang me sa lib.. pero ayus lang kasi kasama ko mga commerece friends ko.. and kanina naman nakasama ko si PAT, REA anf AUBRY.. naun naman I'm with the GEMMA gurls ( JYNXZ, MENG, JOAN, PECHI, MICHI) nandito sila sa lib para gumawa ng term paper ako naman nandito sa lib para manggulo.. eh dapat nga kao ung pinakabusy sa kanilang lahat eh.. eh eto nagiging happy-go-lucky nanaman ako.. ^_^ well, you only live once so enjoy life to the fullest kea ako kahit na super busy i try to find ways on how to enjoy.. ^_^ mali kasi ung aral nalang palagi.. baka kasi maging genius ako naku-naku!!!

nga pala speaking of studies.. 79/100 ako sa accounting.. and that was not just and average.. it was a good score..^_^ although it's not really my best yet.. i have to nail it on the next departmentals.. the topics being discussed are now a bit complicated but i do still believe that i can do better that my last departmental quiz..^_^ (crossfingers!)

something happened kanina.. nakasabay ko ung ex ko.. hahahaha!! pinansin nia ko pero me as usual suplada parin.. ewan ko ba i i eally don't feel like talking to him.. xowee nalang..^_^

last SATURDAY,
18th birthday ni KRissy.. nakauniform kami!! hahaha!! pero sobrang saya talaga nun.. actually kahit saan basta party ng COURAGE masaya talaga!! kea nga ako nag-iisip na kung wer ako magcelebrate.. eh pero gusto ko ng N80 na fone!! =c hai.. pero naiisip ko rin mas ok saking ung may birthday party kasi para un sa mga friends ko.. pero kasi pede naman ako magparty ng simple lang.. pero it's not me kung ganun.. kasi pag party para sa birthday ko it has to be extra special.. well, yaw ko na maging maxadong materialistic.. magkakaron din ako ng ibang oppurtunity para makabili ng bagong fone.. pero ung happiness ng mga friends ko di pedeng madelay un!! xempwe luv ko ung mga yon eh!!^_^

that's all for now.. nga pala gawa na ung PC namin!!! ^_^

oh yeah!!

2006-07-12T17:21:00.000+08:00

i can't explain how happy i am!! today i got my phone back!! and i got two phones like before!! ^_^ it was all i really wanted for my "PROXIMATE END" ^_^

last week? hmm.. all i can remember is that my PE was cancelled because my prof. is not around.. other profs didn't let us play on the tables because they said we migth disturd their classes.. and i was like.. AS IF?!! hai.. i felt so bad that day coz i was so excited to play Table tennis and then.. hai... =c

Depeartmental QUIZ in accounting.. everybody was so IN TO IT.. except me! I didn't even bother to ask anything coz i'm afraid i would find out that my answers were all wrong and that would just put me on a bad mood the whole SEM..

I already got a bd result from my literature quiz.. it's not that I don't enjoy my lit. classes.. i just didn't memorize anything.. it was super embarassing even if no one knows wha't my score.. i promise to do my best on my next quiz.. and hopefully i won't fail the next time.. Ma'am Landig was the bubbbliest prof i ever had so i wanted to make her feel good about my grades.. i never failed any quiz like this.. =c

Stat quizzes are ok,, eventhough sometimes i got time pressured...

today,

I'm suppose to go to UST as early as 8am but then it was raining so hard i can't go.. so i was almost late for my theology class.. We had our wuiz.. it was an essay type.. it seems very easy but one of the question is really A PAIN IN THE ASS!! but well, i think i have answered well!

classes we're suspended after the quiz.. hahaha!! i looked for my friends from commerce but we didn't have time to be together.. so instead i hag out with my current classmates/friends.. ^_^ it was fun hehe..

it's raining hard!!! ^_^ i swear i'll have a pretty good sleep tonight!!^_^

sunday...

2006-07-02T20:28:00.000+08:00

dumaan na parang bullet train ang nakaraang linggo, di ko namalayan nandito na ang linggo at pasukan nanaman bukas..

nagkaroon ng quiz sa Literature.. hindi ako nag-memorize dahil para sakin it's lowest form of knowledge.. and hindi ko rin siya iniintindi- which is the highest form of knowledge.. and it only explains na.. HINDI AKO NAG-ARAL!! hehehe.. mukhang nagbabago na attitude ko towards studying.. dati kasi sobrang studious ako naun naman happy-go-lucky nalang.. hai.. and there's a big reason behind it..
quiz din sa economics.. leakage system.. pero nag-aral naman talga ako kahit papano..^_^

nag-join nga pala ako ng PAX chorale.. nakwento ko na ba un?! ah basta.. aun tapos practice yesterday.. ok lang naman.. galing-galing namin..^_^

totoo pala na love gives you inspiration noh? dati kasi di ako naniniwala dun.. only now na hindi ko na nararamdaman na mahal niya ko.. ='c

nasabi ko kay cousin Allan last night:

"bakit ganun.. daming tao na gustong mag-offer ng time and effort for me.. pero kung sino pa ung ineexpect ko na mag-offer nun sakin siya ung nang-babalewala sakin.. ganun ba talaga mga lalaki? kapag alam nilang jan ka lang lague pababayaan ka na nila?! "

i was crying to death last night.. ang hirap pa nun kasi katabi ko ung cousin ko matulog.. so i can't make any noise..i just sob.. and sob.. and sob... huhuhuhuhu.. and got my blanket wet..
when i woke up this morning para tuloy akong may hang-over.. hanggang naun masakit ulo ko and mukhang magkakaskit me.. nag-uumpisa na siya.. may sipon na ko and running nose sya..
LOVEnat ata?! hmmm.. masaya ba un o hindi?!
siguro kung may nagcacare sakin naun.. masya un..

ngarag!!

2006-06-28T20:14:00.000+08:00

hai.. la na ko time mag-auz ng sarili!! kamusta naman un!! {ganda parin kahit anong manyari} madalas ako ginagabi na di ko lam kung wat ba talaga dahilan..

mejo nakakatamd perin magaral pero kailangan eh.. 1st quiz ko tomorrow.. Literature.. essay type.. goodluck naman sakin.. mahaba-habang daldalan un.. sana di ako maubusan ng sasabihin..

nakakapaginternet ako dito sa bahay pero di pede mag-SAVE, PRINT at kung anu pang gagamit ng hard disk!! LINUX nga gamit ko naun eh.. 2-3 weeks pa bago mkuha ung hard disk na pinagawa!!! hai.. sana buhay pa mga files ko.. pero auz lang.. i have learned to let go of a lot of things and siguro kakayanin ko narin mawala mga files ko dun sa hard disk na un... there are much more BETTER things to come..

nga pala miss ko na HONEY ko!!! whaaah!! ='c pati mga classmates kko nung 1st year!! pero auz naman kasama sina MELISSA, CAMILLE and KC.. mejo nagiging tahimik ako pag kasama sila.. oh diba!! parang nasa ibang parte ako ng mundo.. pero tingin ko bago matpos tong sem na to magiging tulad ko nadin sila.. lakas ata influence ko!! un mga fwends ko nun 1st mga bakla na din!! ^_^

Sarap maging college!! it makes you wanna cry, laugh, scream, jump, run, play DEAD, roll-over and FETCH!! hehe.. in short kakaloka!!! pero smile parin ako.. ^_^ kaya yan!! aku pa!!

nga pala special thanks to PINKy Bear ko {pat} kasi ung pinahiram niang book sa accounting nandun lahat ng exercises and discussion ng prof ko!! aaawwwwhhheee!! it helped me a lot!! super!! love you PINKy bear!! mwuahmwuah!!^_^

vavye na na!!^_^

busy? nah!!

2006-06-21T09:43:00.000+08:00

i'm supposed to be busy but then.. our pc is not functioning well!! and then e haven't been on net since forever!! i haven't done any assignment!! it's good thing it;s not really that important.. new classmates are cool but i miss my tropang gwapingz already!!

i'm in the library right now and making use of my free internet!! but i can't go to friendster!! hehe
i'll be back soon!! *i hope so?!*
see yah!!

TA TA!!^_^

not so happy ending..

2006-06-11T20:55:00.000+08:00

well, i've watched THE OMEN and X-MEN3 both have it's not so happy ending.. well, that's the reason why i seldom watch Filipino movies cause they're so predictable.. kung sino ka-love team un ang makakatuluyan.. bawal mamatay ang bida (magagalit ang taong-bayan!!) sasabihin panget ung movie.. kailangan laging may milagro.. para masagip ang bida.. hai.. di ba pedeng patayin na,.. lagueng talo ang kontrabida dahil masama xa.. hai.. dahil siguro Catholic ang dominant na religion satin kea ganun..(well, it's self-explanatory na..)

ok.. back to THE OMEN- hai.. at first it's a bit interesting but based on how the story flows there are a couple of boring scenes.. or let me say na.. there are only few exciting and heart pounding scenes..^_^ hai.. and this boy who happened to be an anti-Christ is not that powerful as i thought he was.. it's really hard to expect much about a movie.. just like the "Da Vinci Code".. the boy killed his mother and at the end his father died because the authorities save the evil child.. hai.. it was so ironic indeed!! well, that makes the movie a good movie.. but i still think it can't get an award from any movie award giving body.. hehe.. and there's so much more to say about this movie.. but then.. i wanna hold back all my emotions and point of views about this one.. coz i can foresee that i can't say other things that will benefit this movie.. hehe... one last word... BORING...^_^

dAnDANdan....tanaNA!!! the X-MEN3!!!--> oh golly!!! it's super!! it's great!! i love it!! and then.. it has a not so happy ending.. some have sacreficed their lives for the good of all.. it's really sad to know that the most loved characters had died.. huhuhu..T_T well, in real life.. tragic endings happen to bring a happy life to others.. just like Eddie in the book Five People you Meet in Heaven. it's ok.. because it has brought a better life to others.. this is really a good movie.. five stars for this one!!!^_^

as a mutant you may have lived a way too different life.. and there are times that you wish you're normal just like the most of them.. but then.. if the moment comes that the solution is there for you to live a normal live.. think again.. do you really wanna be normal and plain or a mutant and special.. ^_^ say "no thanks" for the doctor who has invented the anti-mutnat thingy!!! hehe

a dream

2006-06-09T18:16:00.000+08:00

i have dreamt of "HIM" (i do know him, he's a friend) last night.. well, let's call him ENIGMA.. he kissed me.. hai.. why do i get a lot of kisses in my dreams?! is it because i'm not that touchy-feely person? niweiz.. it's like he's my boyfriend.. but the interesting twist there is that i think he's my brother? we live in the same house with my mom and dad and we're sweet siblings.. we're so close.. he treats me like a baby sister and then he has a basketball game.. i cut classes to watch him.. brought him some brownies and mallows.. and then he hug me.. and kiss me.. and then the dream ended.. hai..

we had gone so close this past year and if i would consider him as a lover he has a great potential to be my husband?! hahaha..

kaya ayaw ko na sa mga lalake eh!!!

2006-06-09T16:05:00.000+08:00

For The Boyzzz.....
1.HINDI PORKET KAYO NA EH KAMPANTE NA KAYO NA HABANG BUHAY NA SYANG ANDYAN..

hello, kahit nga mag asawa naghihiwalay pa, mag syota pa kaya? pag nag isip na ang gf nyo na kung worth it pa kayong magkasama, lagot, you did something wrong for sure! or maybe, you DIDN'T do anything at all. kaya sana, always make her feel na yung ginagawa nyo habang nanliligaw kayo eh hindi lng para mapasagot siya, kasi ang babalik balikan nya kapag nagtanong na yun eh siguradong yung panahon na i-pinadama mo sa knya na sya ang pinaka importante sa buhay mo-- meaning, yung time na hindi pa kayo. ipagpatuloy
sana, kung gano mo sya kadalas i text noon, binigyan ng letters and small tokens-- hindi naman kung ANO ang binigay nyo ang mahalaga sa babae eh, kundi yung feeling ng NAAALALA mo sya. make her feel important everyday, that shes important to you..

2. GIVE HER A REASON TO TRUST
YOU..

maraming lalake ang pathological liars, or magaling gumawa ng palusot.. kaya wag na
wag kayong magbibigay ng pagkakataong isipin nya na hindi kayo honest sa knya.. at mraming
babae ang paranoid, either dahil nag aalala sa inyo, or nag aalala na baka may ginagawa ka ng milagro! kahit papano, ipaalam nyo naman sa knya na buhay pa kayo at kung anong ngyayari sa inyo, lalo na kung hindi ka masyadong busy.. hindi naman mahirap magparamdam lalo na kung may celfone naman kyong dalwa dba?! TRUST.. meron sya sayo pero sa nkapaligid sayo, wala.. and guys remember, na ang mga girls eh may instinct yan. TANDAAN NYO, ayon sa psychology-- "80% ng intuition ng girls ay totoo".. kung ang gf nyo ay may isang girl na na sorbang pinagseselosan, kahit pa anong sabi mo na KAIBIGAN mo lng yon at sayo lng sya nakakapag open up,its still not enough..kahit na anong paliwanag nyo eh hindi siya maniniwala dahil nga iba ang nafe-feel nya sa girl na yon.TAMA D BA? kung mahal mo tlga gf mo, try mo umiwas sa gurl na yon, iwas dun sa girl, iwas away din yon!

3.WAG AGAD MAGBIGAY NG EXCUSE KAPAG SINASABI NYA KUNG ANONG MALI MO..

sana kapag may pinopoint out sa inyo ang gf nyo, wag nyo agad supalpalin ng kung ano anong dahilan nyo. babae yan, malambot ang puso nyan sa inyo, pinapakinggan kyo at halos palaging sa inyo kampi yan. sana pag may nakita syang mali sayo, give her a chance to explain why she thinks of you that way. mahilig kasi mag justify mga lalake. gusto nyo kayo lagi ang tama. either that, or kapag nakikinig nga, lalabas naman sa isang tenga. di kaya paulit ulit ng sinabi eh paulit ulit pa ring ginagawa. DAPAT PAG SINABIHAN NG MALI EH MAKINIG AT WAG NG ULITIN!

4.PAKINGGAN NYO SIYA PAG MAY SINASABI SYANG MAHALAGA O KAHIT HINDI MAHALAGA..

pero ang mahalaga, listen to her when she talks,remember the little things she tells u coz u never know when they may come in handy..

5. TELL HER LITTLE THINGS SHE USED TO HEAR FROM YOU..

ask her how she is..kumain na ba siya, kung nagawa na ba nya ang dapat nyang gawin,etc. consistent dapat hindi yung isang araw ang attentive mo sa kanya and the next day pra kang bato na walang pakelam!hindi mo lng alam na maraming nag tetext sa knya ng mga bagay na yan at baka mas maraming nakakandarapa na msbi yung mga hindi mo nasasabi. hindi malayo yan LALO NA PAG MAGANDA GF MO!. naisip mo ba yun, so tell her as often as you can that you love her and you miss her..

6. LAST BUT NOT THE LEAST, HAVE TIME FOR HER KASI YUN ANG PINAKA IMPORTANTE..

minsan kasi yun ang cause ng prob. pag wala kang time for her. minsan kc na fefeel nyang hindi siya importante syo kasi nga wla kang time para sa kanya..

OVERALL LESSON: make her feel grateful that she wants to stay in ur relationship. keep her close..

REMEMBER, GOOD GIRLS FOR KEEPS ARE HARD TO COME BY..

hmm.. update sa masayang buhay..

2006-06-04T16:31:00.000+08:00

Saturday, Celeb ng Bday ni Siena

Hindi ko inexpect na madming pupunta as in grabe hehe.. buong Courage ata nandun.. with other batchmates.. as in sobrang saya talaga.. un na pinakamasayang party so far..^_^ nun nasa meeting place palang sumasabog na kami.. pagdating dun mas lalo na! talo pa nga namin ung videoke sa ingay eh.. di pdeng di ka sisigaw dahil di ka maririnig.. as in literal..^_^ hai.. sayang nga at hindi ako nakapagovernight!! 1st time ko umabsent nun!! eh kasi may debut ulit kinabukasan.. hai... di tuloy ako nakapagvideoke.. hehe..

hai.. habang nagsasaya kami.. may mga tao din na nageemre.. di ko nga maintindihan.. kung bakit kailangan nun araw na un pa.. well, ganun talaga may mga emotion na di na kayang pigilan pa.. di ko talaga sila masisisi.. naging part din ako ng mga nageemote.. pero sandali lang naman.. hai.. alam mo na kung sino ka.. kaya nio yan.. im here lang oweiz.. and gusto kong malaman mo na tama un deision mo.. di nga lang madaling tanggapin.. cge na nga enough na!!! hehe

hai.. isa pa pagnagpupunta ako ng gatherings nagkakaron din ako ng konting drama.. pero sa sarili ko nalang di na ko nagkkwento kasi baka masira ko ung fun.. kasi naman noh sana hindi nu hinahanap si Darlo sakin.. huhuhu... ^_^

Sunday, walkathon!!!

celeb ng debut ni Clang.. pinkabonggacious sa lahat!! well, kapag ako ngdebut 2nd to the bonggacious nalang un kanya... wahahaha!!^_^ and bukod sa bongga xa.. super duper ultra mega as in totally ADVANCE and celeb ng bday nia (Lyn?) hehe xe Nov. 23 pa dapat .. June 3 palang.. oh diba 5 months.. sayasaya...^_^ me naman siguro pag nagceleb super belated kasi gusto ko sana sembreak.. hehe.. hmmm.. maxadong emotional din to.. and dramatic ang entrance.. nakasakay siya sa duyan parang si Apolinario MAbini,..(joke lang po) infairness she looks stunning in that PINK gown!! para xang princess and nakakatuwa kasi habang bumababa xa ng stairs sakay sa duyan kinakantahan siya ng dad nia ng WONDERFUL TONIGHT...awww... T_T kakaiyak diba?! huhuhu.. and most of her relatives umiyak sa part ng gift giving, candles, dance, toast.. lahat na.. hehe.. speechless nga si Clang eh.. sobrang mararamdaman mo kasi pagmamahal ng mga tao sayo.. ^_^

behind the scene..

hahahaha!!! no one knows this.. except for the two of us.. si joshua and me..^_^
dapat kasi sunduin niya ko ng 6:30 pero naging 7:30 kasi bumili pa xa ng gift sa mall that afternoon nakabihis na nga ako ng 6:30 eh.. aun tinanggal ko ulit.. hehe and then di dumating un dad niya na magdrive para samin papunta ng Cipriano's (garden kung san celeb ung bday ni Clang). e di ano pa ba commute lang kami.. naku i swear kung may taxi lang talaga magttaxi kami.. kahit ako na magbayad!! hahaha!! ^_^ and then dumating xa nakasakay sa tricycle!! oh my!! haha!! nakadress nako and flip flops!! hahahaha!!! wala na ko magawa kundi tumawa kaysa naman na mabadtrip ako diba.. si Joshua kasi high blood na!! well, tapos naubusan pa ng gas ung tricycle and then iniwan nia kami sa loob mga 20 mins siguro? tapos dumating xa and may kasama pang isang 3ckle dun na kami pinasakay.. bumaba kami sa bayan kasi yaw namin magjeep pero.. naglakad naman kami ng mejo malayop din.. as in sobrang hiyang-hiya na si Joshua ako naman tawa lang ng tawa (ahahahaha!!) tapos 3ckle ulit.. hanggang Cipriano's and then aun pagdating namin kumakain na sila.. kakahiya diba tapos ala pa kami table.. kasama namin sa table ung mga fwends ni clang sa ibang school. so nakakashy.. hehe while bumbaba si Clang sa stairs.. siguro kung hindi kami pinatayo kumakain lang kami ni Joshua!! hahaha!! alang pake noh?! and then.. ayun.. tapos na lahat.. nga pala nandun ang mga former suitors ko.. haha.. auz lang.. pero si DJ gusto ko sana siya makausap pero aun.. ewan ko ba.. nilapitan nia ko tapos lumayo ako.. sinapian ata ako nung moment na un!! hehe naman kasi.. tapos uwian na mga Courage!! lahat sila may drive home!! kami wala kasi tulog na papa ni Joshua!! kea walkathon kami buti nalang kasma ko ag flip flops ko kundi mamamatay sa heels ang paa ko!! hahaha!! kunwari malapit lang haus namin hehe... napadaan pa nga kami ng hauz nila Clang.. kakahiya.. malayo narin nalalakad namin and naliligaw na kami!!!! hahaha!! pagdating ng maiinroad.. narealize namin papasok pala ng village ung lakat namin.. hahahahaha!!! buti nlang may dumating na 3ckle at nakasakay kami.. nakakahiya sa jeep!! sobra!! tapos nakasabay pa namin si Pacio hehe.. and then aun uwian na.. Big Night pa kasi eh.. nanalo si KIM!! yehey!!! hahaha!!! super walkathon talaga.. basta!! pero auz lang si Joshua lang bad trip ako naman hindi hehe...^_^ ganun tlaga buhay...

friends...(PENG YOU)

2006-06-01T15:09:00.000+08:00

i value my friends so much.. lovers may come and go.. but friends stay through thick and thin.. i was moved my this song performed by Kim Chiu of PBB and MYMP.. I'm suppose to sing on my friends debut tomorrow as part of the 18 songs and i planned on singing this.. hai.. i hope she likes it..^_^

Peng You
Kim Chiu and MYMP

Sa lahat ng luha lagi kang may kasama
sa gitna ng ulan karamay mo ako kaibigan
sa tatahakin mong daan di kita iiwan
di kana mag-iisa kaibigan

peng you e sheng yi chi zhao
na xie re chi bu chai you

ating pagkakaibigan
di magbabago kailanman

peng you bu zhen gu dan gua
yi sheng peng you ni hui dong

kahit na magkalayo
andito ka sa aking puso

yi qiu hua yi bei chi

magkaibigan kahit kailan

i downloaded the mp3 from limewire and wrote down the lyrics as the song plays...^_^

SKY FLAKES: fun with dessert!!!

2006-05-29T20:06:00.000+08:00

coffee crumble ice cream and sky flakes

sky flakes, choco mallows, all-purpose cream, strawberry jam

strawberry jam, skyflakes, all-purpose cream

it's sunday.. and so...

2006-05-28T16:38:00.000+08:00

new cousin,
last night i had a small talk with with Allan {honey's cousin} aww.. how i miss him so much.. he's suh a sweet person.. he said he texted me just to find out how am i doing.. i hope my boyfriend would do that to me!! ammhf!! he was such a humble person and so kulet... hehe he said he treats me like one of his cousins.. hai.. i don't have good relationships with my cousins.. it's not that we're on a war or whatever but we're just so far away from each other and didn't have much time for bonding.. even though cellphone numbers are available.. hai.. i'm too shy to text them and make the first move..

[i remember when i was in 6th grade my lolo died and i have to spend a week at the province.. i got to meet a lot of relatives.. and fortunately i had a good bonding time with my cuz Kuya Dean Revi.. he's older than me and we got along well.. we texted each other.. i juz can't remember when that stopped.. and that was the last time i saw him..]

well back to allan.. basta he's makulit that all i can say.. and he's kind and malambing in his own way.. a sweet cousin..^_^

the lunch,
this morning.. Maan, my ninang's grandaugther was baptized and we had lunch at Max's Restaurant.. and of course other family friends were there.. and my kinakapatid/ex-boyfriend was there too.. well, we're in good terms naman na.. ^_^ he greeted me and sat beside me.. we had a good time chatting and catching up.. well, it wasn't that bad to be friends with you former boyfriend who's a super chickboy!! hehe we've been close friends again last year.. kasi he used to visit me at UST, coz he's apartment was just nearby.. he used to asked me if i love him still.. and he said he want me back.. but i refused.. i can't be with him.. he's such a player!! hehe but now it's nice to have him as friend..^_^ the lunch was great we ate a lot!! as in grabe!! i was so full!!

i made no sense at all.. this day was a bit boring..

Jhana!! Happy birthday!! mwuahmwuah!!

a whirlwind twisted week

2006-05-27T11:43:00.000+08:00

monday-wedsnesday.. my fone was on constant check-ups but still it's not working.. they said they have replace some parts and it would cost me 1800 bucks!! geez.. maybe i'll get it fix after enrollment nalang.. i really felst super bad!!!!! =c

Wednesday,
I watched the Da Vinci Code.. hmm.. it's OK it felt like the book came into life.. but the book was a lot better than the movie.. but it would be good for those who don't have the patience to read the book hehe.. maybe the infos are enough to get the overview of the whole thing.. i like the book more because it's more detailed and everything was explained. hmm.. i can rate it in a scale of ten and ten as the highest.. 7 is good enough.. ^_^ [i was shivering inside the movie house! it was so cold there and i was wearing a sheer sleeveless blouse!! oh geezz!!]

Thursday,
the super day!! Badminton made my week complete!! as in!!I'm with Argie, Best and Carla. My super BuddyBie was there too with her little brother who happened to be a special child.. i missed that little guy a lot!! i think the last time i saw him was in 3rd year HS and he has grown na and already 13 years old but still thinks like a child.. i enjoyed playing badminton with him.. he was so malambing and aside from that he calls me se SEXY hehe.. ^_^ he had made me laugh the whole day with his cute gestures [he can't speak po kasi] and when we are eating at the Mcdonald's he has his notebook with him and scribbles on it.. it was like an entry on a diary hehe.. funny though because we can't understand anything that he was writing.. he has his own alphabet po.. ^_^ hehe.. he sat a few tables away from us and continued writing.. hehe.. he was super funny talaga!!^_^

Friday,
I finished reading THE NOTEBOOK.. though i'm not a big fan of romance novel.. hai.. it made me cry and kilig at the same time.. Nicholas Sparks was so good in writng these kinds of stories... hai.. i hope someday i can be so deeply inlove like Noah and Allie.. ^_^

Today is Saturday,
I woke up early.. took a bath and got bored.. so i'm here.. blabbering evrything..

oops.. before i forget... i miss my honey this week!!!! ^_^

my damn cellphone..

2006-05-21T19:10:00.000+08:00

it shutdown again!! last night i was charging my fone and then when i turned it on.. it won't respond!!! oh golly.. i hate it when that happens to my fone kasi if i got it repaired it will be restored to it's factory settings!!! oh!! my CONTACTS!! my CALENDAR!!! grr... the MESSAGES well, well.. it's really hard to get attached to a material thing.. coz it's the most temporary thing you can ever have.. changes are ok.. but.. hai.. it would take a while before i get over this... I went to a cellphone repair shop this afternoon.. i stood there for like more than an hour.. and nothing happened!! they said i should go back tomorrow.. hai... i hope it would get repaired na tomorrow.. I miss my fone already... for now i'm using my other fone..hai...

hai...

2006-05-19T22:21:00.000+08:00

zzzzzzzzzzzzz..... boring... ooooouuuccchhh!!! my butt aches!!! aaaaarrrrggghh!!! my ryt arm aches upto my scapula!!! grrrr... but still.. i love the way it feels!!! hahahaha!!!^_^

...

2006-05-17T18:39:00.000+08:00

hai.. it's been a while na rin since i last blogged in.. well, some of my days may have been boring those days still makes me feel that my life is perfect.. and xempwe hindi mawawala ang mga party.. last Sunday Reghs celebrated her 18th birthday at Los Banos.. my most loved seper friends were there and kahit na we're not sure kung babagyo pa ba or what.. go parin kami!! xempwe kami pa? well the whole day was super fun... basta un na un!

Last friday naman nagpunta ko ng school to get my sched and para magpsukat ng uniform kasi magpapalit na kami ng uniform for "accountancy" hehe grabe 5 hours ako nakapila kasi haba ng pila tapos 2 lang un nagsusukat..

hmm.. i'm really down last week.. actually yaw ko na talaga xa pagusapan dahil gumugulo lang utak ko.. basta I know I'm OK na right now.. I have indulged myself sa lahat ng klaseng emotions.. and now it's time to disengaged and it's easy to pretend.. but i'm trying..

my life is PERFECT!!!

2006-05-06T16:04:00.000+08:00

i got nothing much to say.. just wanna tell the world.. I LOVE MY LIFE!! It's perfect!!!

it's perfect with it's flaws and all the problems i have.. it wouldn't be perfect if i got everything i wanted and never have to worry about anything.. my life would be sooo boring if that happens.. you get what i mean?! and you?! stop saying that you're life was a misery or you got the whole world on your back.. it's the way it gotta be.. it suppose to be miserable!!! for you to understand that little things can be heaven.. and hoping for bigger things can bring you to hell..

i love problems.. they bring me to tears and on top of the world!!

for me my life is super i love it!! perfect!!!

Batangas Trip!

2006-05-01T11:54:00.000+08:00

That day was full of fun!! we went to my dad's hometown at Bauan, Batangas.. I'm with my mom, dad and Joshua ( new sibling ahaha!!) although we have to travel for like 3 hours it's worth it naman.. and when we got there Joshua and I were looking for the shore.. it was a bit awkawrd to see a beach without a shore.. kasi may wall na nakaharang.. and then water na agad?! hai.. we were a bit disappointed.. but then we had enjoyed swimming on a super salty water.. haha!! and dahil walang shore naglaro kami ng frisbee sa waters.. hehe and narealize ko masaya pala magfrisbee.. un nga lang.. i got bruises on my thumb because of that frisbee. . it didn't hurt that much but my thumbs are bluish in color hahaha!! oh well, when it is about half past ten the waves became larger and the water has gone higher.. and it's time na to rest.. you know the usual bumming around thing.. until 2pm and it's low tide na .. and the shore that we have been waiting for showed up na!! weee!!! dapat pala hapon nalang kami pumunta.. pero di parin kami makapagfrisbee dahil malakas ung wind and tinatangay nia ung frisbee and me naman natatangay ng mga waves ahaha!! Josh was laughing at me all the time especially when there are some big waves.. para nila akong kinakain and he was just there ataring at me and laughing his heart out!! hindi man lang xa nabother na baka malunod ako or something!! hmp!! oh well, he knows naman na i can swim.. maybe that's why he just lets be drowned by the waves! hmp! while we where shore hopping.. from one resort to another we saw a baby crab.. we tried to tap it but it ran.. hehe funny nga eh.. kasi it runs sideways!! hehe.. and more fun things happened!!

Summer Shopping!

2006-04-29T13:41:00.000+08:00

kahapon nag summer shopping kami ng mom ko.. it was fun kasi SALE! hehe.. grabe sobrang sumakit paa ko kasi naka ilang ikot ata kami.. nahirapan ako maghanap ng board shorts.. and in the end ala akong nabili.. hehe instead pants nalang.. tingin ko kasi mas matagal kong magagamit un.. and madami naman na akong shorts dito.. nga pala the reason why nagshopping kami kahapon kasi punta kami ng beach tomorrow... aweee!! at last! and sobrang excited na ako for that!!

and while nagsshopping kami.. may nadaanan kaming bakeshop ni mama sa and parang masarap ung mga breads... xempre ganun naman talaga.. deceiving mga food na nakadisplay diba?! i bouht one sugar doughnut and a choco muffin.. si mama bread na may ham and cheese on top.. much like a pizza.. hehe and sobrang tigas nia! to think na ininit pa xa sa microwave before iserve!! hehe it's a good thing na ung napili ko ay sobrang SARAP!! and i swear tuwing magshopping ako bibili na ko dun.. nga pala nam nun bakery something like Illustrado.. may word pa before that pero di ko na malala eh.. hehe.. basta masarap!!

things i bought:

.x top from petit monde:
it's cute kasi two piece xa.. isang pink bolero type t-shirt and white long racerback under
.x black cabana pants:
relax fit with butterfly detail^_^
.x Speedo goggles:
fuschia pink and really cute!
.x sunblock:
a super must have!!

eastwood na sana...

2006-04-27T20:23:00.000+08:00

hai.. bday celeb ni Kat naun.. gimik sa Eastwood.. kaso dahil 2 weeks na magkasunod ako nag-overnyt hindi na ko pinaygan... baka daw kasi maging "gate crasher" na ako sabi ni daddy.. hai.. di naman eh? minsan nga lang to kasi bakasyon naman na.. pero sabagay napag-isipisip ko na mejo nagiging spoiled nanaman ako hehe kea ok lang.. di lahat ng bagay pwede..

well kahit naman hindi ako pinayagan magEastwood.. pinayagan naman ako magpunta ng USt hehe..kea aun.. bumili nadin ako ng gift para kay Kat kasama ko si Meng.. and then nakipagkita ako sa kanila.. hai.. wala pa atang 30 minutes kami magkasama.. nakakamiss na ung gulo namin?! hai.. at isa pang purpose ng pagpunta ko.. dapat ibabalik ko ung ID ni Pat.. kaso dahil sa sobrang excitement ayun hindi na niya nakuha sakin.. well, isa lang ibig sabihin non.. may gala pang susunod hehehe.. thank God for that!!!

tumawag ako sa kanila.. hmm... mukhang boring ata? ewan ko ba? si Pat ala sa mood eh? hai.. sana naman magsaya sila naun.. sabi nila sana nandun ako para daw masaya hai.. ala na ko masabi hehe..

bagot na bagot

2006-04-26T19:30:00.000+08:00

hai.. sad to say.. pero nagiging boring na bakasyon ko.. namimiss ko na ang beach!!

nga pla good news: Btangas outing on Sunday!

wala akong makatext naun.. smart unlimited hindi ako makapagregister.. tapos ala pa kong load sa Sun dahil tinatamad ako lumabas ng bahay.. puro tulog nalang tuloy ginagawa ko.. dapat siguro tawag sakin "Bed Bum?"..

hindi ako pinayagan sumama sa Eastwood tomorrow birthday celebration ni Kat un.. hai.. ang sad talaga.. tapos hindi nagttext si honey.. mas sad un... gusto ko pa naman siya ayain sa UST bukas.. hai..

ganyan talaga buhay..

pinanood ko yung Scary Movie 4 kanina.. sobrang nakakatawa pero boring talaga manood ng comedy kapag ala kang kasama.. hirap tumawa... hmmm...

nga pala bumili ako ng book kahapo sa book sale title niya "Vintage Murder" by Marsh.. si March ay isang suspense thriller writer na palaging kinocompare kay Christie... at sa Novel na to napatunayan ng mga critics na mas magaling si Marsh.. kea babasahin ko siya hehe.. ah.. nga pala di ko pa tapos ung "Tuesdays with Morrie" by Mitch Albom- writer ng Five people you meet in heaven.. isang inspirational true to life story ung tuesdays..

kea.. magbabasa nalang ako!!! babush!!!

yeah!! i love this!

2006-04-23T21:15:00.000+08:00

SAi, your movie star double is
Reese Witherspoon!

I'm 50% Girly?! ONLY???

2006-04-23T19:50:00.000+08:00

Message: How girlish/ girly are you? wnna know?
just take
this survey

[ ] my fingernails/toenails are almost always
painted
[x] during the summer pretty much the only shoes i
wear are flip flops
[x] my favorite toy as a child were barbies
[x] my favorite color is pink or purple
[ ] i did Gymnastics
[ ] i love skirts
[x] hollister is one of my favorite places to
shop
[x] tight jeans are the only jeans i'll wear
[x] i love chocolate
[x] i've never had a real job
TOTAL: 6

[x]my hair is straightened
[x]i have at least 8 friendster pictures
[x]i usually go shopping once a week
[x]i love to hang out at the mall with friends
[ ] i have a real diamond ring or diamond necklace
[ ] i've gone to a tanning salon
[ ]i go to the beach to tan - not to swim
[x] i have at least 10 pairs of shoes
[x] i watch either the OC or Laguna Beach
[x] i change my icon weekly
TOTAL: 7

[ ] I would NEVER step foot into Hot Topic
[x] my cell phone might as well become a part of me
[ ] i wear mascara everyday
[ ] i've been or am on a diet
[x] bathing suits are adorable
[ ] i dont know the difference between a sheep and a goat.
[x] big sunglasses are hott
[ ] i have gotten my nails done
[x] i own over 10 purses
[x] MTV is my one of my favorite channels
TOTAL: 5

[ ] all i want to do at sleepovers is talk about boys
[x] i love to have other girls do my hair
[x] i give and receive hugs from all my friends
[x] i hate bugs, snakes,lizards, spiders
[x] carnivals are so fun!!
[x] summer is THE best season
[x] my swimsuit has 2 pieces
[ ] im waiting for my knight in shining armor
[ ] musicians are so hot
[ ] if you write me a poem or tell me im beautiful and im all yours
TOTAL: 6

[x] i am self-conscious.
[x] cry often
[ ] my car smells like vanilla
[x] my dishes get washed more then once a week
[ ] dont do sports
[ ] hate to run
[x] i squeal when i am surprised or angry
[ ] i eat raisins as a snack
[ ] i love romance novels
[x] Drew Barrymore is so cute
TOTAL: 5

[x] i usually spend over an hour to get ready to leave my house
[ ] i only have like 5 billion hair products
[x] i love to get dressed up.
[x] every part of my outfit needs to match
[x] i talk on the phone at least once a day to my friends
[x] i would love to have a photo shoot of myself
[ ] price on clothes hardly matters
[x] i apply lip gloss 200 times a day
[x] i wish i were a model
TOTAL: 7

[x] I wish I could meet Paris Hilton
[ ] i have been something that was semi slutty on halloween
[ ] i own Uggs
[ ] Hip Hop is good music
[ ] i pop my collar
[ ] i like to be the center of attention
[ ] guys with Mohawks are crazily hot
[ ] Horses are beautiful
[ ] i'd rather not pay attention in school
[ ] cats are adorable
TOTAL: 1

[ ] i write poems
[x] i love it when a guy/girl wears good smelling cologne/perfume
[x] i can get very jealous
[x] i would love to visit Hawaii
[ ] Valentine's day is so cute!
[x] white is better then black
[x] i wouldn't be caught dead in all black
[x] my closet is STOCK FULL of clothes
[x] i hate the grunge look of a beard
[ ] i love to read gossip magazines
TOTAL: 7

[ ] i love to gossip
[ ] I had Lisa Frank folders, posters as a kid
[ ] i love Celine dion
[ ] My bubble baths are almost 2 hrs long
[ ] my wedding only needs a groom. it's already planned
[ ] my friends and i are in a strict group.we mostly only hang out with each other
[x] i like kids
[ ] diet drinks are the best
[ ] i'm all about being vegetarian
[ ] i refuse to eat at McDonalds
TOTAL: 1

[ ] i check my friendster everyday.
[x] i LOVE life!
[x] i have a lot of jewlery(acs.)!
[ ] my screen names have x's in them
[ ] either one of my friendster names has/had <3 inthem
[x] i would never want to be the opposite sex
[x] it's not what he/she said it's the way he/she said it
[x] i have more than 3 pillows on my bed
TOTAL: 5

110 days of waiting...

2006-04-22T13:45:00.001+08:00

i've been waiting for this moment.. for me and honey to see each other again.. upon waking up i saw messages from him asking me if I can go out with him.. i've been waiting for a text saying those words for like 110 days!! thank God he granted my prayers.. and I know God was never too late nor too early.. in God everything is just on time!! We met at ATC we hang around and watched movie.. awwww... I missed him so much!! I thought I will never feel the same way, the way I felt that day when we're together.. hai.. i really can't explain how i felt.. it just felt really,really GREAT!!!

EK day with josh and mom!!

2006-04-20T11:24:00.000+08:00

The reward for passing the Accounting qualifying xam is an all expense paid trip to Enchanted Kingdom!! and yester is the grand day!!! We had so much fun!!

his horse was not moving!! haha!! how pathetic..=c

the best ride ever! Kart Trak.. Rak!! nye?

Most tiring!!! whhheeew!!

Hindi po kami sumakay.. hehe.. di ko talaga kaya!! swear! sorry Josh..

I'm super super afraid of heights!!!

look at that?! so high diba?! wheew!

time to say goodbye!!! and we'll be back again!!

a big HUG!

2006-04-17T22:13:00.000+08:00

ever felt like your boyfriend was so happy with you?! in a way that he says " you know what i'm so lucky with my gf she understands me all the time! even if we don't see each other she still loves me and when i've offended her i just say sorry and then we're ok!!"

maybe you would think that this girl was so dumb!! well.. that girl was ME!! i d really think that i was so dumbfounded to be staying with him.. but i can't just let go of him .... i really hate myself!

is he?!

2006-04-17T21:10:00.000+08:00

two nights ago i've dreamed about a guy.. his name was Carlo..

at first we were inside a school service.. so i guess we're schoolmates.. i can tell that we weren't that close coz we don't talk that much.. a girl whose a bit palengkera was talking to him.. and then the service stop and he opened the door as i descend from the school service he held my hand and then he went down also.. so i guess we're neighbors?! the next thing i knew *u know that feeling that sometimes in a dream you jump from one scene to another?! hehe.. that's it!* we we're on a teme park.. ok, a not so cool theme park.. there are some roller coeaster water rides like the jungle log jam at EK.. but the difference is it's an underground roller coaster.. hehe.. the guy named Carlo bought two tickets and we got ready to take the ride.. and out of nowhere.. he kissed me on my cheeks.. and then i kissed him too.. i was a bit shocked of course!! Is he my boyfriend?! or a fling?! i don't even know this guy.. but i can feel he's sweet..and after the sweet kiss i was my former commandant in CAT at the ticket booth.. and then he greeted me.. "nice catch!" huh?! what was that all about?! then when i'm about to go onboard the roller coaster thingy.. he got out of my sight.. the next thing i knew i was holding a hi-tech fone.. *it's like a flexible one?! like the foldable keyboard thing.. and it's orange?! since when i've liked ORANGE?!* it beeped for a message and then it says; "I'm home na.. take care..mwuah-Carlo" he left me at the amusement park?! we haven't riden the roller coaster thing?! and then my best friend Argie showed up and said "tara na sakay na tayo!" and then.. everything fade away..

I woke up and the kissing scene kept on playing on my mind... who is this guy??? he's cute infairness?! hehe and then not until this afternoon it came to me that Joshua and are are planning to go to EK with my mom.. it's a treat for us from my mom because we passed the qualifying exams in accounting.. could he be the guy named carlo?! hmm.. i dunno..

we we're talking on the phone last night.. well just catching up with each other.. well the usual thing, we talk on the phone a couple of times a month.. we don't need much time for catching up coz we always see each other at school.. so ended up talking about things that are a bit non-sense hehe.. gossips about our former schoolamtes and all.. i was teasing him that he's a gay coz when he talks about gossips he's a gay at a talk show?! hahahaha!!! he hates me for laughing out loud!! hahaha!!

but on the serious side.. i felt like he cared for me.. not that he didn't care for me before.. but this time i felt like it's different?! we were talking about relationships and all.. he said I should let go of my Honey coz we're going nowhere with what's happening to us.. I said i was just so dumb not to let go.. he said no I'm not, he said Honey was the one who doesn't know what to do.. i said it's happy to be sigle.. he said he wanted somone special.. we shared our point of views.. and i felt like there are some topics that should be discussed but we rather talk about things other than that.. we came to some pauses.. i just wanted to say something about us before.. but i don't have the courage.. we've been super close since i broke up with my previous BF.. he's always been there.. but we haven't talked about our realtionship before.. hai.. i don' wanna go on! hehe

aahhhmmm...

2006-04-14T19:21:00.000+08:00

I dedicate this day to Jesus.. I wanna thank Him for his SAving ACt.. He had endured all the Pain for us.. and washed away all our sins.. He loves us unconditionally.. not really asking for anything in return.. but we must pay Him back.. through our little sacrifices this Holy Week and by living the He lived.. I know, Ican't do it all.. but atleast through my little efforts I tried to show Him how thankful I am and how much I love Him.. Nothings compares to your love!! I LOVE YOU TOO!!!^_^

4:00 am--> Station of the Cross around the whole village.. It was super solemn and i had reflected on so many things..

12:00 noon--> Seven Last Words, He's the MAN!! and we must follow His footsteps!

3:00 noon--> Veneraton of the Cross, Super thank you!! You saved us!!

to sum up all my reflections... All i can say is..
MY LIFE IS PERFECT BECAUSE I HAVE HIM!! ^_^

Visita Iglesia

2006-04-13T19:03:00.001+08:00

Kahapon.. Visita Igleasia ng Courage.. first time namin together.. well, nine lang kami.. namely:Carla, Cha, Foka, Lena, Taba, Gen, Jhana,Norie and ME. Pero naman? kahit konti lang kami what acn you expect from Courage?! xempwe asaya parin and party!!! Well, it's nt really a time to party.. Bumisita kami sa mga different churches here sa San Pedro, Laguna.. 1st stop sa Pacita..< and guess what?!! Nakita ko si XERYL!!! *super crush* goshness!! namiss ko xa!! and what a coincidence huh?! cutie parin xa.. mejo chubby na pero still.. and nga pala.. FAG HAG parin.. hai.. sayang talaga cute pa naman nia?!> and now back to the story.. next is Landayan.. grabe sobrang daming tao!! dami ding kakanin and all.. gusto ko nga bumili eh?! pero sabi ko I have to resist temptation.. and I did it!! Next is San Roque.. and nakita ko ulit si XERYL!! ^_^ *blush-blush* and then Sto. Nino and then St. Peter.. after the Station of the Cross we ate goto!!^_^ awww... i miss that!!! after walking for like a hundred kilometer *i know i'm exag* i felt like my feet are swelling!!! T_T *ouchy!!* but for Jesus Christ?! nah ah?! no complains!^_^

i feel like a slut...

2006-04-07T14:47:00.000+08:00

well.. got a big prob yesterday.. i dunno if it’s big enough to ruin a friendship.. but i guess it just did*for her?*... sometimes people can get so immature that they only think of themselves and never consider what others feel.. or what others feel for them.. I can't say much because last night has been a very tearful night for me. I don’t know how this would end or will it ever end?! I just hope she could get on her proper senses as soon as possible before this become worse.. Pat, I miss you.. I’m really sorry…

I passed!!!!

2006-04-05T21:19:00.000+08:00

Wooooohhhoooo!!! finally!! this is for real!! I passed!! whatta!!THANK GOD!!!

but then.. on the other side.. Meng, Jynx and Aby didn't passed.. hmm.. maybe it's God's will.. and i know this is the best for us.. hai.. Pat, Lyn, Rea, Thaipz, Kat and Joy passed.. hai.. sana maging classmate ko sila.. kahit atleast two of them.. hmmm.. anu ba yan di ako makapag-isp ng maayos?! there's a part of me that grieves... I hate this feeling... i felt so light like a feather.. seeing my name on the list.. but knowing that i would leave my friends behind.. hai.. but what else can i do.. I have to be OPEN TO CHANGES... oh Guyz, i'll surely miss you!!

SHOOOCCCKKKSSS!!!!

2006-04-04T20:42:00.000+08:00

pagkagising ko kaninang umaga.. i was shivering.. oh gosh.. i said.. one more morning... and it's doom's day.. tomorrow is the confirmation of slots in the College of Accountancy.. I really don't know what to expect.. handa na kong bumagsak... for te first time ever I became a SUPER PESSIMIST.. knowing the real me I thought I could never feel something like this.. but here I was.. sooo PARANOID!! my morning was so slow.. I tried to go on a movie marathon but no movie can make me feel ok.. it's a good thing my mom bought me a book "Five people you meet in heaven" then i started reading it.. it's interesting.. but then i fell asleep.. maybe my metabolism was so slow then.. and when I woke up it's dark outside.. I thought it's already dawn.. when I glanced at my watch it's only 7 pm.. OH! thank God.. but then I started crying.. I thought to myself I don't wanna sleep anymore coz tomorrow is coming and I'm not ready yet..

I said if I fail my qualifying exams m dreams will crash.. and I wouldn't know what to do.. and this time it would be really hard for me to move one and get going again..

but then.. a text stopped me...

"si sai palang yung confirm na pasado...paki pasa sa kanya...di ko alam number nya eh...-sbi po ni michi-"

At first I thought this was just a Post-April Fool's Day JOKE!I asked Michi where did she got that information.. and then she replied..Jen*friend in ROTC* saw my name.. and then i texted Jen..she replied...

"OO pasado ka!! gaga!! congratz!! Keep up the good work!!-jen-"

i'm super speechless.. i don't even know what to feel.. is this a frank?! jen said she saw my name at the list.. at first I don't wanted to believe.. I don't wanna expect anything.. coz i may get disappointed.. paranoid.. yes i am!! as in super!!

vacation..

2006-04-02T23:35:00.000+08:00

well, it's kinda boring.. kapag ala ako sa tapat ng PC.. nagttext lang ako.. mejo nakaktamad and masakit sa kamay.. hehe.. hindi ko pa nga nakkwento kung what nanyari sakin last finals and other succeeding days eh? maybe i'll do the handwritten thingy nalang.. kaso lang tinatamad pa ko.. hai.. Vacation is always eqaul to laziness!!!

sa naun pinagkakaabalahan ko paggwa ng blog for my UST friends.. we're 100% xure na hindi na kami magiging classmate next sem.. so we need to keep in touch.. and never get out of reach..i swear mamimiss ko sila.. ung mga kalokohan inside the classroom and all.. i know it can never happen again.. but then.. we can still hang-out together.. hindi na nga lang katulad ng dati.. hai..

i miss blogging.. maybe tomorrow i'll start with the handwritten one..

this is me!

2006-04-01T22:08:00.000+08:00

From - http://web.tickle.com/tests/qualities/

SAi, your best quality shines through in how Intelligent you are

The fact that you're a smart person who is more able to understand complex concepts than many other people are really draws people to you! But that's not the only thing. Your answers on the test indicate you're a person with a strong will who is typically determined to follow through on difficult demands and meet important goals. You are a reliable and dependable person whom others can usually count on, too.In all, there are 15 qualities that help define you when you're at your best. Those are the traits potential employers, friends, and partners look for in you. What makes you unique is your particular distribution of those 15 qualities.We've found that your particular combination of qualities is rare — only 3 in 10,000 people share the same general mix of traits. Those are great odds if you're trying to show a potential employer, colleague, friend, or date why you're exactly the right person for them

--this was the best answer i had from any personality test.. this is sooo ME!!!

bakasyon na sana

2006-03-28T18:13:00.000+08:00

Hai,.. tapos na po finals ko.. dapat masaya na ko kasi bakasyon na pero hindi parin.. dahil nag-aaral pa ko for the quali... hai... next time nalang ako magkkwento..

hargardouzz

2006-03-16T10:41:00.000+08:00

lague akong nasa harap ng pc.. nagttype, nag-iinternet, type, research, type, gawa ng movie, type. ni hindi sumasagi sa isip ko na magpunta dito dahil nga sa sobrang busy ko.. *APAT ANG THESIS KO* marahail nakapagtataka at nandito ako ngaun at nagttype naman about sa sarili ko.. natapos ko na kasi ung THesis ko sa FIlipino kea pahinga muna.. at isa pa masama din ung palaging ginagawa.. naiisip ko tuloy siguro kaya hindi ako gumagaling kasi sobrang busy ko ala na kong time para magpahinga... at isa pang dahilan.. kung walang aircon sa UST *w/c is impossible* di sana matagal na kong magaling!!!

well, ung ibang Courage na taga- CEU bakasyon na at handa nang mag 2nd year.. e ako eto sobrang kabado sa darating na qualifying exam.. nag-aaral naman akong maigi eh.. pero nawawala ung sense ng pagiging optimistic ko pagdating dito.. e pano pag hindi ako pumasa? wat course kukunin ko? pano pag lumipat ako ng school? what manyayari sakin? hai.. sa dami ng gustong mag-accountancy parang ang labo ng possibility na makasama ako sa listahan na pinagkakaguluhan sa may bulletin na nagsasabing qualified for accountancy?!!!!

well, pero sabi ko kaya ko to.. if hindi ako pumasa I guess it's not meant to be.. pero hindi rin!! Gagawin ko lahat makapasa lang!!

^_^

Congratz sa mga Courage 2nd year na kayo!!!

ahahahaha!!

2006-03-02T17:12:00.000+08:00

I'm home na!! aga ko dahbah? 5 pm palang dito na ko sa haus.. ewan ko nga ba? mukhang this week hindi ako masyadong ginagabi sa Manila.. sign ba to na bumabait na ko? ^_^

yesterday nga pala ash wed. well aun so simba naman ako dito samin.. after class uwi na ko agad para maabutan ko ung mass and magkikita kami ni BUDDY ko Rich.. so goodluck naman at ang daming tao.. daming bata na cute.. *hai gusto ko na ng baby* hehe kulit nga kasi ung mga bata sabi nila wowowie daw? kasi nga dami tao.. hai.. buti naman at alang stampede na nanyari.. and to think nasa simbahan kami tingin ko ala talagang manyaring masama.. so haba ng pila nakarating din sa paroroonan.. First time kong mag pa-ash out of my own will... hindi naman sa ayaw ko dati pero sa school ko dati required kasi yun eh.. kea yun.. hehe and it'll never be the same again.. ^_^

kakamiss maging HS!!!

a happy ending

2006-02-25T20:40:00.000+08:00

oh well, my day may have started so wrong.. because i'm supposed to watch my little COCC's *before* on their model platoon competition.. but then my parents got so unreasonable and didn't allow me to go... I felt so bad.. i cried pa nga kanina eh.. i was informed that i'm not allowed to go after i took my duper refreshing bath.. sino ba naman hindi mababdtrip? kea un nag-aral nalang ako ng History.. kung pano sinakop ng America ang Philippines.. pano tayo pinagbenta ng Spain sa USA.. *keber ko naman kc dun noh?*

but then.. my kind hearted Destiny came to the rescue.. she said she'll come over to hang-out with me.. natuwa naman ako kasi atlast may makakusap nadin ak ng matino kasi i've been so quiet since nagalit si mama..

movie marathon kami ng lola mo.. hehe.. the first movie was I will oweiz wab yu.. oh well.. kakatuwa xa.. hehe... nakakamiss din ang mga romantic movies.. mejo napapadalas kasi panonood ko ng comedy and Hollywood films bihira sa Pilipino.. then the next one was Cheaper by the Dozen 2.. yeah kakatuwa xa the best!! nakaktouch ung mga family moments..

after the movie i ask my mom kung pde ba ko magsimba with my friends sa bayan.. hehe and guess what?!! pumayag naman xa!!! weeeh!! masaya na ko!! todo aus talaga ako kasi happy ako eh..

actually among sa barkada kaming dalawa ni Destiny ko ang di sure kung magsisimba ba or what.. pero kami ang nauna sa simbahan atk kami ang ang nakabuo ng misa, si Pacio naman bago magcommunion dumating nagmodelling pa hanggan harapan..*taray*

oh well after the mass e di nandun na sa labas ng church mga fwendish ko.. hai.. namiss ko cla!!

and then nakita ko ung mga baby COCC's ko before.. hai.. they were crying and xempwe alam na.. talo sila sa Competition.. well..siguro naging mataas ang expectation nila tapos aun nung hindi sila nanalo bumagsak ang mundo.. dahil nadin siguro nanalo kami last year kea ganun nalang pagkasama ng loob nila.. hai... sabi ko nga ganun talaga may dahilan kung bakit ganun.. and they should learn how to accept things as they are.. umuwi nadin sila agad sabi mag Videoke daw.. hehe gusto ko sana sumama.. pero hindi ako pede pagabi kasi nga baka magalit si mader..

nakit ko rin si Honeybabes Andro and si Budi Rich na matagal-tagal ko nadin hindi nakikita.. aun bonding naman kami kahit sandali.. hai namiss ko sila!! mejo usap about sa mga pangyayare sa Pilipinas ngaun.. about sa STATE OF EMERGENCY chuva ni Gloria.. and ung pagbaba ng ng piso dahil sa kachuvahan na yan!! naku naman mga senyales ng pagtanda yang pagiging concern sa mga ganaya.. pero atleast diba its good na aware kami at may concern kami bout sa bayan... ^_^

here are some pics nga pala kanina...^_^

Destiny CHA..

ayaw nila eh.. e di ako nalang

hai gurls i miss yah!! spotlights behind
*parang artista lang...*^_^

ako ulit.. kasama sila..

kami eto mas malinaw..

ooooohhhh!!!! YEAH!!!

2006-02-24T12:32:00.000+08:00

hai.. ang sarap ng gising ko kanina.. napaginipan ko kasi si honey eh.. hehe.. mejo tinatamad pa nga ako umalis ng bed pero it's 7:00 am na.. and may classes pa ko.. and then i received a message na wala daw pasok.. and sunud-sunod na.. ala nga daw pasok.. e di bigla akong nabuhay.. paglabas ko ng living room.. unagna hirit palabas sa TV.. and then maya2 inanounce na walang pasok ang lahat ng levels.. oooohh!! YEAH!! hehe sobrang saya ko!! hahahaha!!! atleast ngaun makakapagpahinga ako and tomorrow din ala akong pasok!!! weeh!!!!

-on the other side ang dahilan kung wala kong pasok ay dahil sa matinding rally sa EDSA.. hay.. sabi ko nga baka magpalit ng president naun? or kea magkakaroon ng matinding kaguluhan.. sana naman hindi.. kaninang umaga pa may napigil na planong kudeta?!! whaah!! bakit ba di matahimk ang mga Pilipino?? sana instead na kinokontra nila ung government bakit di nalang sila tumulong para umayos na.. puro reklamo naman kasi eh.. ala naman silang ginagawa para makatulong.. hay.. mga spoiled brat din tayo noh? kapag hindi nasunod kagustuhan mo aun reklamo na.. hindi iniisip kung ano magiging epekto nito sa iba... hay... God, plese lead us to the right path..

sarsi float, fries..WHOOPER!!

2006-02-21T18:41:00.000+08:00

wanne feel like floating on heavens? SARSI FLOAT is the answer. That smooth feeling on your taste buds that you can't resist.. ooh.. it just makes you wanna buy a thousand more...

Crispy and salty fries dipped on tomato ketchup.. aaww.. the crunch on your mouth..

Whooper Jr. *mouth watering lettuce,tomato,pickles and onion* makes you feel SUPAH DUPAH FULL!!! and never wanna eat dinner after a snack at BK.. it's just satisfies my taste buds and the whole of my digestive system!!!

hehe.. from the past week until now me and my friends have been addicted to Burger King!!!
aside from the fact that BK was just across the street they also offer a lot of freebies and what i love the most was the HAVE IT YOUR WAY..*bottomless drinks*hehe..
wanna try them? just run tothe nearest BK brunch and they will never fail you.. but BURGER KING DAPITAN is the BEST!!

Gwaping ka ba?

2006-02-20T20:03:00.000+08:00

PRESENTING....

TROPANG GWAPINGZ..

mejo kurnee ang name namin.. pero ganun talaga.. mga fwendz ko sila sa USTe na sobrang..oohh so COOL!! at lahat po kami Bading...

kapag depressed kain lang ng kain.. *ice cream after accounting departmentals*

dilat naman kami diba?

mga dugyuting bata.. *b-day ni lyn*

maniwala kau o hindi nasa isang cubicle po kami sa CR ng Commerce building

pamatay mga shoes!!! *with liscences*

mga may-ari ng pamatay na shoes!!

pre-com week *si Cinderella nasa gitna*ako yun!!^_^

ok.. to the left!!!

videoke queens!!

RESEARCH TITLES... pde din sa SLOGAN making Contest...

PAT.. *pagwawayo?*

SAI.. *for art's sake*

JOY..*linis naman nito?*

LYN..*aya nia kasi ng over sa drawing*

hindi ko alam kung kanino to?

*bagyo ang epekto ng reporma sa TAX!*

MENG.. *sarap naman*

AUBEE.. *na-swak xa ni mam!!*

Vday is the day!!

2006-02-20T18:57:00.000+08:00

Vday hai.. it was fine.. at first mejo sad kasi to think na ala akong date dahdah? pero sabi nga ng iba Valentine's day is for everyone and for those na ayaw talaga mag-celebrate.. IT'S JUST ANOTHER DAY!!!

PE ko kasi nun kea un i have wake up early in the morning.. it's just like any other day.. except fot the sweet greetings from my friends and from my Honey.. xempre in return greet galore din ako.. oh well pero hanggang ganun nalang yun.. si Joshua ang unang bumati sakin that day.. kasi kasabay ko siya papuntang USt..

nung tapos na ung PE ko punta ko BK tapos on my way nakita ko ang mga bouquet na bitbit ng mga guyz.. whaah!!! nasa isip ko gusto ko din nun!!! kaso alang magbibigay sakin eh? *wawa naman ako?* tapos sa BK mag-isa lang ako.. haha!! naaawa nga ako sa sarili ko hat time eh.. naisip ko tuloy bakit ko kailangan maging malungkot? hindi lang naman un para sa mga may date at may boquet na natanggap.. after ko kumain punta na kong library para mag-aral tulad ng dati.. tapos nakita ko si Aubry.. kinuwento ko sa kanta mga sentimiento ko.. hehe parehas kami.. bumalik nga kami BK eh.. kasi kala namin kapag bumili ka ng worth 100 eh may free na long stem rose? hai... eh aun para kaming mga tanga pilit nagdadag ng mga food para umabot ng 100 hehe tapos un pla kelangan muna magdarts bago makakuha ng prize.. hai ang chuva nga eh!! lalo tuloy kami nagmukhang kawawa!!! hahaha!!! pero aus lang masaya naman eh,..

Nagpadeliver nga pala ko ng long stem rose para kay Meng and Aubry hehe oh dba kahit ala kaming date atleast may flowers naman.. ako rin merong rose dalawa!!! hehehe... at chaka isang balloon!!! salamata sa mga naawa sakin!! *joke lang po*

dahil sa sobrang tamad nag-cutting na kami ni Aubry.. pumunta kaming dangwa para bumili ng flowers para sa mom nia.. gusto ko din sana bilan si mama kaso tulips gusto niya eh.. ala naman ako makita.. hai.. naiisip ko habang naglalakad kelan kea ako makakatanggap ng magandang bouquet galing sa mahal ko? dati nung 2nd year ako si Noel Caguitla *haha di ko parin xa nakaklimutan* xa ung nagbibigay sakin ng mga bouquet.. pero hayz.. fwend lang talaga tingin ko sa kanya.. aus lang naman ung mga flowers ganda nga eh.. hehe..

Dahil nilakad lang namin papuntang dangwa *sobrang lapit lang sa USt nun* at sa dami ng tao napagod kami.. nilakad narin namin papuntang SM San LAzaro.. tapos nagkaayaan magvideoke.. parang un na ung date namin.. at ang 1st song is... I WILL SURVIVE!! oh yeah!! feel na feel ko talaga un.. hehe..

after ng videoke galore dumating si Carla kaming dalawa naman ang nagdate.. hehe punta naman kami ng SM manila.. at sumakit ang paa ko sobra!!! nabankrupt pa nga xa eh? pero aus lang masaya parin.. dami nman xa nabili eh.. hehe.. and aun.. kala ko magiging lonely ang Valentines ko pero hindi din pala kasi I got friends.. na sobrang nagmamahal sakin..

awwww...so sad!!!

2006-02-09T18:56:00.000+08:00

you know what?? i failed english!!!! grrr!!! i got 68.67 and 70 is the passing grade!!! i do believe that there are some mistakes in computation or it's the prof who has a problem!!! i really can't take it!!! whaaa!!!! i got FLAT ONE last sem in english!!! and now?? i didn't even reach 3?? oohh.... whaaaah!!!!

No classes today

2006-02-07T16:50:00.000+08:00

WOOHOOO!!!! hindi mo lam kung gaano ako kasaya naun!! dahil walang pasok!!! oohhweee!!! pag wala talagang pasok sobrang thankful ako kay God, para sa isang USTedyante na pumapasok ng pitong araw sa loob ng isang linggo ang isang holiday ay parang isang araw sa PARAISO!! nakakasar nga lang kasi 7:00 am parin ako nagising kahit na pwede naman akong matulog buong araw. Napunta ko kanina sa gown rentals tumingin ng mga Filipiniana, kailangan ko kasi para sa Pre-Commerce week. Muse kasi ang lola mo.. sobrang laki nga nung Filipiniana eh, hindi xa malaki as in maluwag malaki kasi mahaba at makapal.. iniisip ko na nga kung sino magbibitbit nun para sa kin eh.. at naisip ko xempwe sino pa ba? e di si Joshua!! (sobrang bait talaga nun tao na yun!!) Nga pla kahapon.. nagquiz kami sa Accounting.. parusa samin un kasi pasaway kami.. si Ma'am mandigma kasi eh masyadong high blood!!! ayan may digmaan kami!! bawat meeting may quiz!! naku! Unang quiz palang dumugo na ilong ko, Modified true or false kasi.. at 15 items lang xa pero hai... dumanak talaga ang dugo!! Goodluck nalang sakin tomorrow.. hay... pag pangarap mo talga umangat, kailangan maghanda ka na ng maraming bulak pambara sa ilong mo, paniguradong aagos ang lahat ng pedeng umagos mula jan!! Nakakainggit ung mga pumasa sa accountcy Freshmen!! sana one year younger ako!! asang papasa ako dun kung mag-exam man ako.. aba kahit waiting list ipaglalaban ko talaga yun!! Ayokong lumipat ng school.. mahl ko na USt kaya sana pumasa ako ng Accountancy kung hindi katapusan na ng lahat ng mga pangarap ko!!

**speaking of the end of my dreams. nalala ko ung mga biktima ng stampede sa ultra... nung una kala ko wala lang.. hindi ko kasi xa napanood nasa bus ako nun.. nakareceive lang ako ng text.. hindi ko naman akalain na ganun talaga kalala ang sitwasyon. pero ayun, pagdating ko ng classroom pinag-uusapan na nila, sobrang hirap na talahga ng Pilipinas.. Naalala ko yung sinabi ng Prof. ko sa theo kahapon. HE asked ;"Were you there at te Ultra last Saturday?" and then he answered his own question.. "OF COURSE NOT, YOU'RE NOT POOR THAT'S WHY YOU'RE NOT THERE." It may seem like an insult to the victims but that's reality.. nandun sila kasi umaasa silang mananalo ng kung anu-anong prizes na mag-aangat sa kanila sa kinalalagyan nila ngaun. hai.. naswalat na sa buong mundo kung gaano kahirap ang mga Pilipino dahil sa trahedya na nanyari noong sabado. Hindi naman sa against ako sa mga ganyanag klase ng show, pero katulad ng ng sabi ng mom ko.."TINUTURUAN NILA MAGING TAMAD ANG MGA PILIPINO" kaya mabagal ang pag-unlad ng Pilipinas kasi maraming tao ang umaasa lang sa Gobyerno or sa swerte sa Lotto at kung ano pang game show na nagbibigay ng malalaking premyo. Hindi ko alam kung bakit ganito ang mentalidad ng mga tao dito sa Pilipinas.. marami din namang mga Pilipino na matyaga at nagtatagumpay sa buhay.. pero sa nakikita ko parang mas majority ang umaasa at naghihintay lang.. hai... nalala ko din ung sinabi ng teacher ko sa economis nung hayskul ako.. "PARA MAGING MAUNLAD ANG PILIPINAS, KAILANGAN PATAYIN MUNA ANG PRESENT GENERATION." tama siya kasi pasa-pasa lang nman yan eh.. at lalo pang lalala.. hai... isang factor din kea sobrang relihiyoso ng mga Pilipino ay ang kahirapan.. well, wala namang masama sa pagsamba sa Panginoon, pero hindi naman natataposang problema sa dasal.. kalanga may gawa din...

Godbless Philippines, Filipinos work for progress.

I want it got it!!

2006-01-29T20:42:00.000+08:00

a bratty gurl like can't just have enough!!! hehe

DARE A SHORTER HAIR..

CURRLEE!!! Very much!!ü

BALOT.. except the sisiw!!

BLUE ice cream(NONSTOP)

HELLO KITTY Happy Meal!!!

nyahaha!!! oh well, life id good when yo're having fun!!!

as usual

2006-01-24T09:27:00.000+08:00

I'm here sa library.. enjoying the free internet.. supposed to be, PE ko today.. pero as usual ala nanamang PE.. mag 1 month na since last PE ko!! c Mr. Vicente (PE PROF.) ay hindi nanaman dumating.. at eto kami. still hoping.. kea ayan dismissal na agad!! hehe ngbreakfast ako kasama ko ung ka PE ko c MIGGY.. he's a nice guy naman.. 2 bese ko palang xa nakakasabay kumain.. pero we're comfortable bout each other namn.. saya kasi kasama.. hehe.. ang kwento nia puro lasingang.. mga ganayan.. hai.. hehe.. ala lang.. it's nice to meet other people and know how do they live their lives.. kasi nasanay na kong same persons ang kasama ko.. at kalos same lang ang environment na ginagalawan namin.. kea masarap din makihalubilo sa ibang klaseng tao katulad ni Miggy, kind a maangas look, mr good boy inside, lasinggero, bait naman, patawa, kulit.. un lang.. Migs, may we have more breakfasts to come!! nyahaha!!

I'm loving this..

2006-01-23T21:35:00.000+08:00

Stand Up For Love

[Beyonce]
There are times I find it hard to sleep at night
We are living through such trouble times
And every child that reaches out
For someone to hold
For one moment
They become my own

And how can I pretend that I don't know
What's going on?
When every second
And every minute
Another soul is gone

And I believe that in my life
I will see
An end to hopelessness
Or giving up
Or suffering

Then we all stand together this one time
Then no one will get left behind
And stand up for life
Stand up
And here me sing
Stand up
For love

[Kelly]
Im inspired
And hope
For each and everyday
That's how I know that things are going to change
So how can I pretend that I don't know
What's going on?
When every second
And every minute
Another soul is gone

And I believe that in my life
I will see
An end to hopelessness
Or giving up
Or suffering

If we all stand together this one time
Then no one will get left behind
And stand up for life
Stand up
For love

[Michelle]
And it all starts right here
And it starts right now
One person stand up man!
And the rest will follow
From the forgotten
And From the Unloved

Im gonna sing this song,

And I believe
That in my life
I will see
An end to hopelessness
Or giving up
Or suffering

If we all stand together this one time
Then no one will get left behind
And stand up
for life
stand up
and sing
Stand up
For love

**since the first time i've heard this song.. i can never forget this.. the message was so clear, it was so striking. I dunno but i think this is the song for me.. DON't QUIT...

Prelimz!!!

2006-01-23T20:26:00.000+08:00

ooohh!! the was... ughh!!!

Accounting: 2.5-Prelim Grade
Theology: 91- Prelim Grade
English:75 - exam

I felt a bit bad for the results.. but i can't say naman na I could have done better xoz that was my best na.. so far i passed them all naman.. pero i'm still worried bout my accounting.. with that grade i need to strive harder especially for the QUALIFICATION EXAMZ.. oh Gosh!!! I wanted it so badly!!! more results tomorrow.. hai.. I hope it will be good din naman... especially Envi Sci!! that was the easiest!!

whaah!!!

2006-01-20T20:28:00.000+08:00

katatapos lang ng prelimz ko.. pero may departmentals pa sa ACCOUNTING tomorrow!!!! OMG!!! sana hindi maxado malala ang nosebleed tomorrow.. kanina plang kasi nagrereview ako sobrang dumadanak na ang dugo!! panu pa kea bukas?! goshness!!!

We shouldn't quit!!

2006-01-15T08:03:00.000+08:00

Don't Quit Poem
by anonymous

When things go wrong, as they sometimes will,
When the road you're trudging seems all up hill,
When the funds are low and the debts are high,
And you want to smile, but you have to sigh,
When care is pressing you down a bit,
Rest! if you must; but don't you quit.
Life is queer with its twists and turns,
As everyone of us sometimes learns,
And many a failure turns about
When he might have won had he stuck it out;
Don't give up, though the pace seems slow;
You might succeed with another blow.
Often the goal is nearer than
It seems to a faint and faltering man,
Often the struggler has given up
When he might have captured the victor's cup.
And he learned too late, when the night slipped down,
How close he was to the golden crown.
Success is failure turned inside out;
The silver tint of the clouds of doubt;
And you never can tell how close you are,
It may be near when it seems afar;
So stick to the fight when you're hardest hit;
It's when things seem worst that you mustn't quit.

ala lang..

2006-01-14T20:59:00.001+08:00

gosh, my books are already hunting me!!! it's time to study na.. at magiging loxang chever nanaman ako!! kea bago mag prelims.. i have to pamper myself muna.. just got my hot oil.. para naman hindi maxado ma stress ang buhok and tomorow.. i'm getting a trim.. kasi the last time i got my haircut hai.. badtrip.. shreds ung ginawa niya sa dulo ng hair ko.. hindi ko type ung ganun eh.. gusto ko plain lang..*getz ba?* kea papatrim ko xa.. sayang binayad ko dun sa gupit!! mahal pa naman!!! hmmp!! niweiz.. basta anything for my hair.. hehe... nga pala i bought a hair curler!! oh well... b-day kc ni MENG tom. and like niya magpakulot.. kaso pang sunsilk touchflicks ang hairlaloo nia.. kea sayang naman.. and aun gift ko nalang sa kanya curler... eh.. nainggit naman ang lola mu.. xempre binilan ko narin ang sarili ko!!! nagkulutan nga kami sa room kanina kasi alang prof.. haha!! trip lang! sayang nakalimutan ko kumuha ng picture!! F na F q p naman!!! hehe.. hai.. back to the PRELIMZ thing.. *kinikilabutan ako* i juz hope na mapasa ko lahat ng subject ko.. at sana din.. mag-exel ako sa ACCOUNTING!!! *fingers crossed* nga pala kasalukuyan akong nagshoshopping sa Ebay!! ala lang... cge na nga til here nalang... ^_^

prelimz is getting near

2006-01-14T20:59:00.000+08:00

Long distance love affair..

2006-01-06T22:39:00.000+08:00

**Does love grow on distance? My answer is YES :) Long distance relationship can work as long as there are amazing amounts of trust in the realtionship. You have to be serious about it. You have to understand that it's going to be one of the hardest things you will ever do, and it's going to hurt like a shit.

i got this from PEN's blog .. thanks gurl!! gosh i'm speechless... *sigh*

got my hair colored!!

2006-01-03T22:25:00.000+08:00

oooh!! it's red!! hehe wasn't that cool.. it's supposed to be pink.. but unfortunately it showed up redish.. it's ok.. it's kinda hot pink naman eh diba? this was my first time.. and i think it's not that cad.. a NEW LOOK FOR 2006 ü

exodus

2006-01-03T21:56:00.000+08:00

i have heard a news that exodus was giving away free ride all you can tickets for Enchanted Kingdom.. and last Sunday my Ninang amd her grandaugther watched Exodus and they got free tickets.. my Sis Dhal also got her free ticket.. and my mom called the cinema to inquire about the free tickets and they said that it's still available.. so we headed to the nearest movie house and grab the chance.. ufortunately, they ran out of tickets before lunch!!! huhuhu... and my mom already bought the tickets for the movie.. so no choise we have to watch it without the free ride all you can tickets to ENCHANTED KINGDOM!!! I'm with my mom and Josh.. the movie was not that good.. sobrang pambata ang concept.. so i just waited for Iya's role there.. because i have a crush on her.. she's simply beautifu...ü and here are some of the screenshots of IYA..^_^ *super zoom na yan sa fone ng mom q ha?*

isn't she pretty? like me? hehe ..ü

YAPPEE NEW YEAR!!!

2006-01-01T10:59:00.000+08:00

The past year has been so
overly unforgettable.. and so far the Happiest one..

JANUARY

oh well, last new year
celebration was fine.. hehe.. it was the first time i celebrated new year with a boyfriend. pero at that time mejo malabo na kami.. Endurance Hike .. may lagnat ako non!! haha!! and hindi ako nakapag-obstacle course!! at umagos din ang luha nung day na un.. that day was a disaster indeed!! Vocation Jamboree (Liceo de San Pablo) overnight stay..hinikayat kami mag-pari at mag madre!! hehe.. the best parin ang banda nung umaga na!! hehe parang hindi
religious affair ang dating!! inabutan pa ng sikat ng araw!! hehe..This month din.. ipinaglaban namin na we wanted to join the Model Platoon Drill Competition. We were so eager to join because it is the Climax of being a CAT officer.. and then sa dami ng umiyak at nagmakaawa.. nakasali din kami!! nalala ko ang training after ng overnight na jamboree.. natutulog kami sa sahig ng basketball court ng school during breaks..*wala nang keme-keme pa!!* kahit na pinagkait ang oras para makapgpractice ng maigi.. pinakita talaga namin na gusto namin ung ginagawa namin.. dahil din sa competition na to.. hindi kami nakasali ng best friend kong c Argie sa MATH TUNOG dahil sa kamalditahan
ni Marian.. hehe.. *peace na tau diba? ^_^ * nagkaroon ng konting tampuhan chever.. pero naayos din that month.. the rest of the days were spent arguing with my boyfriend!! Ang labo talaga non..

FEBRUARY

ayan na! FEB 4. Model PLatoon Competition na!! and Guess what? we won!! 1st RUNNER-UP (overall) 1st runner up (girls) 4th runner -up (boys) *WHICH HAS BEEN LEAD BY MY PRESENT BOYFRIEND..^_^* after so many years.. naitaas din sa pedestal ang CAT ng Liceo de San Pedro.. Salamat sa mga naging officers namin na nagturo sa aming lahat.. pati narin kay JOAN CALMA na nagpacute*>^_^<* haha!! kea kami nanalo!! that day din.. i've been reminscine how guys abandon girls when they don't like them anymore.. hehe.. sarap kea magstargazing sa fields ng CSAg.. salamat sa mga points of view ni JEROME LINDERO.. hehe thanks talaga dude!! FEB 5 oh yeah!! the moment of truth!! nagbreak na kami ng boyfriend ko.. twas our 11th monthsary then.. aus lang.. atleast hindi kami umabot ng isangtaong ganun.. i juz wanna thank him.. for making me stronger.. di dahil sayo hindi mababawasan ang pagiging cry baby ko.. that was the biggest OUCH before.. pero naun.. ala na sakin un.. pero still we're not talking to each other.. i'm snob kasi!! hahaha!! ^_^ FOUNDATION DAY.. sarap talaga pag officer ka.. dahil may JAIL BOOTH!! at pedeng pumasok sa lahat ng booth.. kami mga hari at reyna!! hehe.. abuso diba? oh well, ganun talaga!! nalala ko.. this time din.. minura kaming dala ni RICH ni BARCE!!! *boyfriend ko naun* ^_^ hahaha!! kc kinulit namin siya nung natutulog xa!! VALENTINE's DAY!! ang date ng mga loveless!! DHAL and ME.. ice cream, roses and balloons!! binili namin lahat ng gusto naming matanggap that day!! hehe .. and from that day.. a never ending tandem of sis was born!! love you SIS!!! PROM NIGHT ..hmm.. what can i say? i cried lang!! that night!! hahaha!!! i spoiled my last prom night!! pero aus lang..dun ko nakita kung sinu-sino talaga ang nagmamalasakit sakin.. Thanks to RICHARD LANIA, budi!! salamat sa
shoulder to cry on!! ANDRO EVANGELISTA, honeybabes!! salamat!! kaw ang nagpasaya ng prom night ko!! sa kabaliwan mong walang hanggan!! sa mga kantang walang lyrics pero natatapos at sa katapangan mo.. love you! This month din.. nakilala ko si MR. CHRISTFER CADABA si mr. nice guy.. "kuno" oh well, naging close din kami for quite some time.. *babaero to! swear! hehe -peace-* si ALEX din pala? ung tito? ni Cesar? at dun ko nagpagtanto..yaw ko ng mga poser na rocker!! hehe.. *peace din tau!!* Feb. and month na nagbago ng buhay ko..

MARCH

hmm.. this was the month na naging close kami ng Honey ko!! hehe MARCH 19 un.. last training day.. reville sa umaga..hehe..kulit talaga non! at chaka training.. i can't remeber when was the exact time i called him honey pero alam kong umaga un!! hahaha!! and since then.. lague na kami magkasama.. cute dba? ^_^ that day was a bit longer than any other training day.. and then xempwe kapag tapos na ang last training sunday.. e di CAT GRADUATION NA?! hai... basta lahat ng emotion nandun.. hindi talaga ko nagsisisi na nag CAT ako kahit sabihin pa nilang maarte
ako at hindi ko kaya.. oh well, i have proved them wrong!! RETREAT overnight.. na masaya at dumanak ang balde-baldeng luha.. that's the time kasi na mag-gugudbye ka sa mga taong halos kasama mo na buong buhay mo.. at si
ABEGAIL NERY ang loved BUDDYBIE ko.. nagkausap din kami after so many months.. at ako ang nagpaiyak sa kanya!! hehe.. salamat talaga buddybie!! dahil sau kinaya kong mag-isa!! love you!!sa lahat ng mga babaeng Courage na ayaw sakin.. nalaman kong may malasakit din pala sila sakin.. at salamat hindi pa huli ang lahat ng makilala nila ang tunay na ako.. ^_^ mga superfriends na tayo!!! SMART UNLIMTED grabe!! it's like a contagious disease.. nagpalit ako ng smart sim for that!! hehe.. text to death.. even with my seatmate!! kaloka diba? March was FUN!!! before i forgeot.. i got addicted to MOBY CARAMEL PUFFS.. for Oishi.. thanks!!! MARCH 7.. I STARTED BLOGGING...

APRIL

GRADUATION DAY!! April 5, wheew!! we have to part ways na.. sobrang drama talaga.. ang through the years, Pamamaalam, unknown song ..kahit hindi ko kau maxado feel.. grabe napaiyak nyo ko!! mahirap umalis sa school na pinasukan mo since kinder!! at lalong mas mahirap magpalam sa mga taong nakasanayan mo nang kasama sa lahat ng bagay na ginagawa mo.. sa mga kalokohang natutunan ko..ang place na saksi sa halos lahat ng 1st and unforgettable moments.. Liceo de San Pedro.. ikaw ang humubog sa buong pagkatao ko!! salamat sa mga alaala mo!! Sa mga taong dumaan sa buhay ko habang nsa school na to.. sobrang thank you!! Sa mga teachers ko.. kinder,elementary,High School salamat po sa pasensya!! Salamat,marami akong natutunan!! April 6.. hmm.. sinabi nyang may gusto siya sakin!! hehe.. i never really thought na totoo pala ang pagsasabi nia ng i love you honey.. coz for me that was just another sweet endearment for a close friend.. pero since then.. mas naging close kami!! Nagpunta kami ng SM that day!! hehe CAT badge, roller coaster,uniwide,Jolibee with Honey.. sabihin na nating 1st super bonding day ito.. ^_^ next pleaze.. April 12-13 CAT Farewell.. Legazpi Resort overnight.. ^_^ with my honey xempwe.. twas unforgettable.. APRIL 14.. hmm... ^_^ STA '05 summer trainings ng mga baby ko.. APril 26.. COURAGE FAREWELL.. Villa Cristina Resort.. hahaha!! actually isa lang un sa mga party namin!! hehehe.. kasi until now party peepz parin kami!!! ooowheee!!! Love you talaga guyz! ^o^

MAY

Continuation ng STA.. sa loob ng isang week hindi pedeng hindi ako dadalaw dun!! hehe.. at sumunod pa ang ilang haus party and swimmings.. and follow-up for UST.. woohoo!! UST here I come!! natuto akong magpunta ng Manila na walang kasamang magulang!! hehe.. galing-galing.. naramdaman ko na talaga ung feeling na pag college ka magiging independent ka na.. but for me.. not totally... mas gusto ko paring maging dependent sa parentz ketch.. MAY 21.. my 1st BLOGSPOT ENTRY

JUNE

I gave my hiar the treatment it deserves.. ^_^ i got my hair straigthened!! oh well.. it looks great!! pasadong pang TOUCH FLICKS!! June 15 1st day sa ust!! oh yeah!! Thomasian na ko!! I met Memeng, Nina, Karen, Aubry, John*1st guy seatmate* June 11 Birthday ng Honey ko.. ^_^ June 19 Batman the Movie, the MOST UNFORGETTABLE!!! for this year!!! June 28 Nadapa ako sa manila!! that caused a major scar on my both knees!! buena mano sa Maynila!! hahaha!!! ^_^

JULY

I've learn to wear dangling earrings.. i
think that was the most noticeable change for the year... and from then
on I started buying dangling earrings i think I got a twenty of them.. ^_^ then
the busy college life came na.. hai.. ngarag talaga!!! Lalo na yang BIOLOGY
na yan!!!

AUGUST

e di xempwe ngarag parin!! hahaha!!! sobrang
naramdaman ko na talaga.. this is college.. there's no turning back!! 1st
PRELIMZ.. ngaun lang ako nakaranas ng mababang grades!! goshness...
the sentiments of a gurl who never felt like
this before!!!! i don't even know why i can still laugh at my grades.. and cry
at the same time.. i was so depressed talaga!!

SEPTEMBER

17 years old na ko!! But without any major changes.. hehe it’s the same me.. just gotten a bit better.. this month din pala I got lost inside a computer war shop!! Haha!! In my kikayest look!! My gosh!! Commerece week.. I became the muse of the class… wasn’t that nice?! Hehe.. I was so flattered talaga.. kaso umuulan nung nag parade? Kea aun? Hindi ko maxado na feel ang moment.. hehe.. this day din nagkaron ng unang bonding kaming mga friends ko sa Cmid AUBRY,MENG,JINXZ,PAT,REA,LYN.. picture taking na super gulo.. I promise I’ve never to mall with that kind of attitude until they came to my life.. desente kasi ang barkada ko here?? Hehe hmm.. mejo?

OCTOBER

SEMBREAK!! Whooooh!! After a college shock.. it’s really nice to have a sembreak!! Now I know why colleges have a so-called sembreak!! To keep their students alive!! LOLZ!! Come to think of it?! It’s true isn’t it!! Hahaha!!! But sembreakwas a bit sad.. coz I didn’t got to see my honey for the whole sembreak.. and that made my semberak break a bit boring.. but then.. I have to cheer myself up.. so I got swimming parties.. shapeng galore! For the most tiring task this month.. I’ve walked my way to BAYWALK!! My gosh!! From intramuros.. around the walls and jeep.. I felt like walking around Manila until sun down!! We should have taken the taxi!! Arghh!! And walk from baywalk to Pedro Gil!! Can u just imagine that!!!

NOVEMBER

Nothing much.. it just passed by.. coz I’m too
busy!! Oops? I guess I’m not? I just go out with my friends in UST more often..
and mas magastos ever!!

DECEMBER

DEC 4. FUN RUN.. haha!! 5k!! atapang atao!! Kala mo kaya eh noh!! Pero hindi na nakatagal.. pero that was my first time.. it really feels great to run even if you know that you can’t finish it.. knowing that it’s for a good cause.. I started reading PURPOSE-DRIVEN LIFE.. it’s really a nice book I do recommend it!!! I also Finished the book DA VINCI CODE.. and to tell you.. I faith didn’t wither!! Oh well.. it’s somehow convincing.. but there are a lot of weak points in the novel.. and being a Catholic School student since kinder.. a book like that won’t get me far away from God.. Even if the thing about Mary Magdalene was true.. hindi parin talaga mapapantayan ang kabutihan ni GOD…. And this month
also.. muntikan na akong ma-fall-out of love.. I really thought I will be celebrating Christmas with tears.. it’s a good thing natuto na ko ng self-control!!! *nagmature na lola mo ning!* 1st PASKUHAN sa UST!! Ganda ng fireworks display!!! I hope nakapagstay pa ko ng mas matagal.. Hindi ko rin nakumpleto ang SIMBANG GABI.. dahil sa Paskuhan!! Pero kahit ganon.. SUPER MERRY CHRISTMAS!!! And haus party/reunion ng mga WB.. hehe.. whoooh!! Ansaya-saya sobra!! Nagkita din kami ni Honey last 29.. nagpunta xa here sa haus namin.. ^_^ and he gave me BUDJAI!!! A porcelain doll that was so cute!!!! ^_^

NEW YEAR 2006

Oh well, it started right.. pero nararamdaman kong magiging clumsy ako for the whole year!! Dahil bumagsak ang fone ko at nasira xa!! Pinaka-unang transaction this year ay..

CELLPHONE REPAIR EXPENSE 500
CASH 500

Hayz.. buti nalang at ayos na ulit fone ko!! And my life.. it’s ok naman.. oops! Nalala ko may assignment ako sa math!! Hehe…

I’m looking forward for a WONDERFUL YEAR.. and I just wanna THANK GOD for all the Blessings and hardships that I surpassed last year… ^_^

My own!

2005-12-27T16:01:00.000+08:00

This is a new template.. completely made by ME.. from scratch.. i think this is the most wonderful gift i gave myself.. haha! Thanks to Adobe Photoshop and to some pixel arts from *pixel kitty* hai.. i have put so much effort on this.. and whoala!! a great creation.. I can't find any cute template at blogskin that's why i just made my own.. at first i never really thought this would be really cute.. but it turned out super cute!! i have spent more than 12 hours in front of the computer yesterday just to finish this.. so cutie.. that's all I can say.. tee-hihi..

MERRY CHRISTMAS

2005-12-25T14:09:00.000+08:00

tinatamad na ko mag sungka kea pinaglaruan ko nalang xa..

homemade pizza,naked Spag,salad and Chocolate cake!!!

bawal uminom!! kea hanggang sparkling juice lang..

**at first I thought Christmas will be boring.. but then again.. it turned out so merry!! My day wasn't that bad after all!! Having spent it with your family.. that's all i can ask for.. that' the best Gift! Speaking of gifts.. i received so many kikay stuffs from my friends.. hehe they were all super cute!! 2 lipglosses *same brand-diff.persons* hahaha!!! it's a good thing it's not of the same flavor... it tastes good!! hehe and minty also!! and more pink stuffs for me.. hehe... thanks guyz!! I also received a lot of text messages.. from old friends aside from those who are unlimited.. hehe.. It's really a Happy Christmas for me!! Happy Birthday Jesus Christ!! ~~mwuahmwuah~~

getting bored.. again

2005-12-22T21:32:00.000+08:00

it's Christmas vacation.. but it can't give me the excitement i expected to feel.. except for the tiangge, shapeng galore and all those cute stuffs i bought.. the gift giving and receiving part.. and all the parties to attend.. seemed so exciting for others.. but for me? having spent all these things without your special someone was nothing.. haii.. you know what i mean.. so all of these is BORING... how i wish God will give me a Christmas gift.. i wish it would be spending a day with him..

Christmas at Home

2005-12-19T15:22:00.000+08:00

Our motif for the year is orange, though i don't like orange that much.. it really looks great especially on the Christmas Tree.

CMID GURLS

2005-12-19T15:12:00.000+08:00

left to right: Kat,Rea,Meng,Racell(at the back),Lyn, Aubry,Jinxz(at the back),Pat and Me

the CMID gurls.. A.K.A. tropang GWAPINGS(by Meng)

The most gorgeous gurls in CMid College of Commerce, UST

These guys are the best!! I could never find other college friends like them in UST..

oh gosh!

2005-12-19T13:59:00.000+08:00

DECMBER 1, 2005

I'm on my way to school today. And I think I'm in the comfortable place in the bus. Although my butt and back were seated comfortably. The weird lady beside me and another one makes me feel so unconfi!!! The lady rests on my shoulder..and to mention... her stinky, unbathed smell.. a woman stnding on the aisle sits on my arm rest. And oh! another woman standing, her bag kept on banging my head.. HAY... Result, early headache!!! oh well, that's life...

I exist.. but why?

2005-12-19T13:48:00.000+08:00

NOVEMBER 25, 2005

Have you ever wondered why you exist? Before, that was one of the questions in my mind. But right now answers are being explained to me one by one... I exist for the pleasure of God. He created us for Himself. He created us to glorify Him. But not just that.. He created me.. because I'm special for Him. Just like everyone. He loves me, that's why He let me see all His wonderful creation and let me experience life the way I am experiencing it right now..

spoiled bratt no more..

2005-12-19T13:25:00.000+08:00

an archive from my fone
NOVEMBER 23, 2005

I'm in kfc right now, a cute little girl wearing pink caught my attention. She's crying coz her father wants to fut her down, but the gurl still wants to be carried. Sometimes you can't understand kids. They always get what they want. I'm a spoiled bratt myself. I always get what i what, i dont know it it was my parents fault or mine. I just got used to it. And then as i grow old.. some things didn't get along as wanted.. and I just can't accept things as they are. Sometimes I get so disappointed, that i would be in a bad mood for the wole day.But as i grow older i have realize that not all things can bear with you. Sometimes you just have to learn how to accept... Everything.. coz it has its own reason.. and somthing better awaits you..

There are times when I see squaters along the side of the railways, their houses made of plywood and galavnized iron.. or people sleeping at the sidewalks.. they don't even have decent restrooms. Ad sometimes when i get disappointed of not getting what i want.. i just think of others who are less fortunate than me... Despite of the disappointments i have.. I'm still luckier than them.. and thank God for that. If I would consider my misfortunes, worst. Then what is worst for them? and then.. I slowly learn how to accept things as they are.. No matter how bad ..Coz I know its for the better and God has a plan for me.. that says, you deserve something more than this.

Sunrise

2005-12-19T12:42:00.000+08:00

NOVEMBER 23,2005

I saw the sunrise today.. It was pink and orange.. so warm to the eyes despite of the freezing aircon inside the bus. I can't remember, when was the last time i saw the sunrise? Maybe i was so busy doing nonsense and have ignored more than a thousand of sunsrise in my life.. After a very dark night without any light even from the stars.. It's really nice to see a sunrise as beautiful as that. The sky is becoming brighter right now. And i can see orangy clouds because of the reflection fo the sun. I have been throughh such pain the other night. And i really felt dat this day has brought a new life in me.. Evry sunrise is special. It's different every morning. And I guess the sunrise today is a good sign for me to start my new day right. Last night, I had somany thoughts o my mind. My ex-boyfriend telling me he loves me. And my Honey, who got mad, because he was so close minded for not understanding me.. I hope things would be better and brighter like this sunrise that God made for us that awaits for our appreciation.. And lets us see how wonderful life is..

Living your life

2005-12-13T10:22:00.000+08:00

ok the next entries are my past entries.. saved at my phone.. because i'm too busy to be infront of this computer ang blab everything.. tha's why if i have my time.. i blog at my phone.. *smile*

OCTOBER 31,2005

How can you live your life to the fullest, if you don't know your purpose? It's not really about setting goals and aiming high. I've started reading a book entitled "A Purpose-Driven Life" by Rick Warren. It's to be read for 40 days, which is one chapter a day. And today is my first day.. It makes a lot of sense tfor me.. I should have read it from the start of my sembreak! It says there, that for you to be able toknow your purpose,you should not start with yourself, you should start with the Creator..GOD.. Life is all about Him. We live because of him and for Him. You may have set you goals, achieved them and enjoyed your life.. But what's the purpose?

NOVEMBER 1,2005

DAY 2 I AM NOT AN ACCIDENT. God has planned everything. All of us were not accidents. God made us with a purpose. Godmade us so he could love us. "God is love.. the Perfect love."

NOVEMBER 2,2005
Questions upon entering heaven
1.What did you do wiht my son Jesus Christ? Did you acccept what Jesus did for you? And did you learn to love and trust Him?
2.What did you do with what I gave you? What did you do wiht your life?

**Possessions only provide temporary happiness, because things do not change, we eventually become bored with them and then want newer, bigger, better versions. SELF-WORTH AND NET WORTH ARE NOT THE SAME. Your value is not determined by your valuables, God says the most valuable things in life are not things..

"those who have hurt you in the past cant continue to hurt you now unless you hold onto the pain through resentment.. Your PAST is PAST! Nothing will change it. You are only hurting yourself with your bitterness. For your own sake, learn from it, and then let it go."

**my Honey and I haven't seen for some time.. and as I share this to a friend she told me, "Basta isipin mo.. Mahal ka nun.. katulad ng nararamdaman mu naun.." _Cherry Ann Amoranto. Oh GOsh thank you gurl!! you lifted me up!!

NOVEMBER 3, 2005
"to love and be love is the greatest happiness of existence."- Syndey Smith
Success, is not about fat bank accounts, vacation houses, Rolex and Jaguars.. ts a heart thet loves and laughs and shares and cares.. measured against aternity, our time on earth is just a blink of an eye, but the consequeces of it will last forever..

**Live each day as the last day of the reast of your life..
**God offers u ans oppurtunity beyond your lifetime..
** ther is more to life than here and now..

Fun Run

2005-12-04T18:00:00.002+08:00

SAGIP KALIKASAN FUN RUN
held at Camp Aguinaldo
time: 0500H
courses: 3k, 5k, 10k
my choice: 5k *zteeg*
companions: Joshua (volleyball player,very athlethic)
Ico (soccer player, big muscles)
me: petite*payatot*, not that athlethic, tayo palang halatang hindi makakatagal!! hehe

hehe it was fun running for a good cause.. even though i'm already running out of air and perspiring so much, it really feels good.. but then.. my weak body didn't stand the long run.. an ambulance came and then i rode onboard.. feeling like a loser coz i didn't finish the track but then atleast i have ran for like 2km.. *not even half of the whole track!!* pero atleast i tried my best!! i was fun narin.. fun walk for me!!!

a thought came.. and then.. poof!

2005-11-21T20:58:00.000+08:00

i'm busy right now... accounting is the most dreadful but exciting part.. call me weird but i'm starting to love it..

a thought came...
** others may blog for the benefit of self expression.. some to practice creative writing and some for a simple diary.. my blog, for me.. is more on self expression and a simple diary.. sometimes i try to write creatively.. but i must admit i'm not really a good writer to start with.. my blog may not be the most visited one.. not maybe on the daily bread of other person's blog.. but my purpose in this blog is to express myself fully yet it doesn't really mean that i don't want anyone to read this thingy i'm writing.. *i still hope that they won't think that i have a shallow mind, for writing things which are somewhat non-sense* it's just me.. sometimes.. i just wanted to think light.. because thinking so hard makes my NOSE BLEED *ooh.. accounting* niweiz.. i wish i could learn how to write more creative.. so that my entries can be more exciting and more interesting..

the most awaited moment

2005-11-14T09:31:00.000+08:00

ok, i'm here to make kwento what happened last sunday... it was the most awaited moment.. guess what??? nagkita na kami ng honey ko!!!weehehehehheeeee!!!! i'm so happy!!!! grabe can u just imagine that!! 6 weeks kami hindi nagkita.. sayang nga dahil the time was so limited... hai... ok.. here is a very detailed story...

last saturday iasked him if we can go out this sunday.. (ako kasi ung boyfriend dito eh!!!ay naku!!) then aun.. tagal magreply.. sabi ko sa sarili ko.. cge tanggap ko na kung indi xa pde kasi ganun naman lague nanyayari eh.. hai.. tas aun.. pag tingin ko sa cel ko whaaah!!! ala daw xa lakad!!! wheew!! sobrang saya ko na nun noh! as in OMG!!! haii... andthen xempre pag-uusapan na kung san kami magpupunta.. inaaya ko xa sa ust.. para naman malaman nia kung panu pumunta dun at para naman sunduin nia ko minsan noh!! eh kaso malau daw eh.. kea sabi ko sa kanya siya na bahala.. aba ang lola mo ang sagot ba naman eh.. kaw nag aya eh? hai... tas aun hanggang gabi uala pa talga kaming pupuntahan... aus na un sabi ko basta mgkikita kami.. at kahit san kami magpunta basta kasama ko xa!! *ui!! sweet un ah!!* e di aun.. til mornin tinataong ko na xa kung san kami pupunta at wat tym kami magkikita.. ala ang lola mo hindi nagrereply.. ang usapan kasi kagabi 1030 daw!! aba.. 8am palang naligo na ko. para naman hindi ako malate kasi ako lague late eh.. hindi parin xa nagrereply!! sobrang urrrghh!!! asar na ko nnun.. mejo malapit na nga ako magalit eh.. kung hindi ko pa tawagan.. hindi nia maicp na magreply.. tas eun.. sabi afterlunch nalang daw!!! **WHAAAAH** inis un ah!! keanga sabi ko.. suddenly i got bored.. eh kaw ba naman.. ready ka na at paalis na.. tapos sabihin after lunch.. naku lanta na beauty ko nun!! hai... e di aun.. nagmabagal na ko.. sobrang ggrabe.. tas sabi ni mama.. o kala ko ba aalis ka... sabi ko afterlunch nalang.. hai... tas aun.. after ko talaga maglunch umalis nako.. may dinaanan lang ako tas punta na ko sa baya.. at uala pa kaming meetingplace!!! my gosh!! kea nagstay muna ako ang uminom ng Blizz.. sobrang init ksi eh.. at 1 hour ko xa inantay dun!! grabe diba!! tinatawagan koxa hindi naman nasagot.. sumagot xa.. on the way na daw... whaah!! nasan na kea xa? 5 mins away from the haus?? sabi ko ah ok lang yan.. c honey naman inaantay eh.. kaso.. feeling ko talaga ako bf dito noh!!! and then... after so many years of waiting dumatingna ang lolo mo.. tumabi xa sakin at hai... chiwing!!! something magical happened... hehe nawala ug pagkamiss ko sa kanya ng buong 6 weeks.. feeling ko nga.. gus2 ko nalang maupo dun sa greenwich hanggang gabi.. at kausap xa.. hehe.. at aun.. hanggang dun sa moment na un.. hidni arin kami sure kung san maupunta... hehe.. naglakad kami.. tapos sumakay ng jeep... bumaba sa place na hindi namin gusto at sabi.. cge na nga.. dito nalang.. actually ag kasama mo talaga mahal mo.. kahit san kaung dalawa ok lang.. eh aun.. taos.. nood kami ng mpvie.. ab-normal beauty.. *next time nalang ang movie review ha?* wheh!! tas aun.. namiss ko ung moment na hawak ko ung kamay nia.. hehe.. tas nanonood kami ng movie.. tapos biglang mangungulit.. hai.. basta ang masasabi ko lang.. ang sweet nia talaga.. inabutan namin ung ending muna.. tas inumpisahan namin.. hanggang ending ulit.. mejo panget nga eh.. xe napanood namin ung ending agad... pero ok lang.. after non.. kailangan na niang umuwi.. xe may classes na xa the next day.. e babalik pa siya sa dorm nya eh.. sabi nga nia.. kung uala lng talaga siya pasok the next day.. sana we could have spent more time together.. pero para sakin.. ok lang.. basta nakita ko na siya.. *pero syempre the longertime together the better* hai... i kissed him goodbye.. and aun.. hai.. uala na.. pero whaah!! sobrang saya ko na talaga... sana magkita na kami ng mas madala naun.. huhuhuhu.. ayoko na ng another 6 weeks.. or even 2 weeks!!! hai.. super thanks talaga kay God.. xe nagkita na kami atlast!!

it lasted for about 3 1/2 hours... but it was the best!!! LOVE YOU HONEY..

slow down..

2005-11-13T10:58:00.000+08:00

haii... suddenly i got bored... nawala na ang good mood ko!! whaah!

woooHOO!!!

2005-11-13T09:38:00.000+08:00

i'm so happy today.. hindi ko muna ikwento ha? hehe.. maya na...

pinakabadtrip sa lahat ng badtrip

2005-11-11T20:19:00.000+08:00

lam mo ba ang nararamdman ko naun? alam mo ba ung feeling ng isang gurl na may bf at one month and two weeks (and still counting) na hindi nagkikita? mahal ko xa.. lahat ng bagay iniintindi ko kahit hindi ko na kaya.. pero sa lagay ko ngaun... tingin ko hindi ko na talaga kaya.. minsan naiisip ko nang mag let -go.. pero hindi ko kaia dahil mahal ko siya sobra!! Ok lang sana kung nagtetext xa palagi.. kaso hindi eh.. nagpapakatanga na ba ako? o nagmamahal lang talaga ng tunay? eto nanaman ako.. ayaw ko na masaktan.. pero nahihirapan na ako.. hindi na ako masaya.. pero mahal ko talaga xa.. isang text sa isang araw masaya na ako.. pero dapat ba akong makuntento doon? he said he love me so much.. he sad he'll take good care of me.. pero ano? nasan un? maxado na ba akong nagiging demanding? Cguro sobrang kulang na ako sa attention.. alam ko busy xa pero ako din naman busy ako eh.. pero I make it to a point na nttxt ko parin xa at alam nia nanyayari sa life ko.. last-last night.. nabanggit ko sa kanya na minsan naiisip ko na mag let-go.. ang sabi nia sakin wag daw kasi hindi daw nia kakayanin.. ako din naman kung mag let-go ako masasaktan din ako.. pero feeling ko mas nasasaktan ako ngaun na kami nga pero parang hindi.. parang uala lang.. whaah!! Naloloka na ko.. I always cry before I sleep.. sana kasi nalalaman ko ung nararamdaman niya pero hindi eh!! Alam ko mahal niya ako.. pero hindi ko na xa maxado maramdaman.. sana kung ayaw nia ako mag let-go he won’t give me reasons to do so.. pero hai hindi ganun ang nanyayari.. habang tumatagal lalong sumsakit.. Lagi akong nagp-pray kay God n asana magkita na kami..pero haii… until this time hindi parin kami nagkikita.. ARAOUCH!!! Sigura may purpose si God.. at alam kong for the better un.. sana kayanin ko pang mag hold-on.. until the better something comes up.. madalas akong tulala pag mag-isa lang ako.. reminiscing the past.. mga sweet moments and all.. I can’t help but cry.. and wish na sana kasama ko siya.. whaah!!! MAHAL KITA>> wag mo sana akong bigyan ng dahilan para iwanan ka.. takot na ko masaktan ulit.. at sana alagaan mo ako.. SORRY po HONEY…

wa kwents

2005-11-11T08:28:00.000+08:00

i miss my blog... hindi pa ko bc pero mejo tinatamad ako eh.. kasi puro kalungkutan lang ang mailalagay ko dito.. ang masasabi ko lang sad parin ako.. kasi 6 weeks na kami hindi nagkikita!!!! WHAAAAAH!!!! kaia ko pa.. go go lang!! next tym nlng ang kwentuhan.. dahil palis na ko ng haus... adieu!

i can't lose you

2005-11-10T20:37:00.000+08:00

To realize
The value of a sister
Ask someone
Who doesn't have one.

To realize
The value of ten years:
Ask a newlyDivorced couple.

To realize
The value of four years:
Ask a graduate.

To realize
The value of one year:
Ask a student who
Has failed a final exam.

To realize
The value of nine months:
Ask a mother who gave birth to a stillborn.

To realize
The value of one month:
Ask a motherwho has given birth to
A premature baby.

To realize
The value of one week:
Ask an editor of a weekly newspaper.

To realize
The value of one minute:
Ask a person
Who has missed the train, bus or plane.

To realize
The value of one-second:
Ask a person
Who has survived an accident.

Time waits for no one.

Treasure every moment you have.
You will treasure it even more whenyou can share it with someone special.

To realize the value of a friend or family member:
LOSE ONE.

taong bahay

2005-10-26T11:20:00.000+08:00

HAI.. taong bahay nanaman.. as usual.. aus na kami ng Honey ko.. he's doing fine naman na.. kasi he's sleeping more than 12 hours a day nanaman.. hehe.. sana naman we could see each other na! this is our 4th week na.. nu na kea itsura nun? chiguro kea ako ganito xe dati noong high school pag may boyfriend ka lague mong kasama.. e naun.. sobrang laki ng difference diba? tomorrow.. may night swimming ang COURAGE!!! yahoo! and nga pla last thursday din night swimming kami.. pero konti lang kmai 6 lang.. mga atat kasi eh.. pero tom. lahat na kami pupunta.. cguro mga 30+.. i'm sure masaya to!

got nothing else to do

2005-10-26T10:58:00.000+08:00

three names you go by:
1. Sai
2. Eileen
3. Honey

three screen names you have had:
1. glimsheil
2. valentina
3. Pink

three physical things you like about yourself:
1. eyes
2. lips
3. hair

three physical things you don't like about yourself:
1. height
2. knees
3. hands

three parts of your heritage:
1. filipino
2. spanish
3. chinese

three things that scare you:
1. being alone
2. darkness
3. tragedies

three of your everyday essentials:
1. cellphone
2. hanky
3. lipgloss

three of your favorite musical artists:
1. Mymp
2. Nina
3. MAriah Carey

three of your favorite songs:
1. Love moves in mysterious ways-nina
2. Better days-Dianne Reeves
3. try it on my own- Whitney Houston

three things you want in a relationship:
1. LOVE
2. communication
3. understanding

three lies and truths in no particular order:

lies:
1. Love is blind (it sees, but doesn't mind)
2. pag tumalon ka ng new year tatangkad ka!!
3. elders are always right

truth:
1. When God closes a door he opens a window.
2. Courage is always the best
3. Mother's knows best.

three physical things about the opposite sex that appeals to you:
1. eyes!
2. hair
3. hands

three of your favorite hobbies:
1. shopping
2. texting
3. psrtying

three things you want to do really badly now:
1. see my HONEY!!!
2. swim with my friends
3. eat ice cream!

three careers you're considering/you've considered:
1. CPA
2. supermodel
3. singer

three places you want to go on vacation:
1. hongkong
2. venice
3. nasugbu

three kid's names you like:
1. Glimsheil
2. Measha
3. Guiancarlo

three things you want to do before you die:
1. establish a foundation
2. take care of my parents
3. enjoy my life to the fullest

three ways that you are stereotypically a boy:
1. my room is a mess
2. sit on an indian position(at parks, movie haus, streets)
3. i play race car arcades

three ways that you are stereotypically a girl:
1. I LOVE PINK
2. cry baby
3. KIKAY

SUPER TIRING DAY!!

2005-10-24T20:53:00.000+08:00

i woke up very early in the morning to prepare myself, i went to UST to get my clearance and to see if i passed... Joshua left me because he thought that we'll be departing at 6:30 am.. and whoah!! that's way too early for me.. cause my time to claim my clearance is 10-1030.. i should have slept nalang.. sobrang aga ko sa school... but then i just attended the mass nalang.. and i saw some graduating nursing students.. and i can just imagine myself wearing the brown uniform (accountancy uniform) and a toga.. attending the same mass with my family...hai.. and then.. i just stayed at a small pavilion in front of the grandstand and watched the soccer players on their warm-up.. expecting to see someone whose dropdead handsome.. and as usual.. i spotted no one.. hahaha!! and then i head for the building.. hoping to see an all pass clearance.. and then i got the clearance and WHOAH!! i PASSED!! i did survive!!! what a great feeling!!! after all the hardships I’ve gone through.. i was so relieve!!! and I thank God for that!! My friends are suppose to go to the baywalk and have some stroll.. cause honestly I’ve never been to baywalk.. hehe how pathetic noh? Hehe.. kaso indi natuloy eh.. kea i just went out with my classmates nalang.. punta kami SM.. just ate lunch and went to the toy store.. hehe.. and then after that we headed to Sta. Cruz and Jinx bought a guitar.. hehe the guitar was cool and cute and it only costs 1000 bucks!! pretty cheap huh?! but super cool.. and then walked to isetann.. to look for a memory car.. my memory card was corrupted and then i have to buy a new one.. the ones that are available in isetann was too expensive and are not original.. so we headed to Morayta and checked out the store that has cheaper memory cards.. i bought a 128 Mem card for just 720.. they're on sale kasi.. look..so cheap!! hehe.. pewo i had swept all the money in my wallet.. i can't withdraw my express cash for some unknown reason.. so i am broke after buying that MMC.. hehe.. and then Argie called me and he said he's in CEU and waiting for Cesar.. then sabi ko gusto ko magpunta ng CEU.. tapos we'll stroll at baywalk.. hehe.. it was so cool.. the manong guard of Ceu let me in!! i said i'm going to inquire on how to transfer to CEU.. as if i would?!(well, best actress eh?) hehe.. i made him believe me talaga.. by asking more question!! as if i was really interested!! hahaha!!! and then GO!! i got a pass!! hehe... i have enered CE.. with the use of my charm and brains and also talent.. *masyado na atang conceited?* and then we saw Cesar.. tapos na pala xa.. so punta na kami baywalk.. but before that we ate muna sa SM manila.. and dahl nga purita na ako.. Cesar treated me.. hehe.. he just got his allowance kasi eh.. *scholar ang lola mo* so aun.. and then.. went to intramuros.. walked almost a mile.. and went searching for a way to baywalk.. whoooah!! i feet do relly hurt so bad!! we got lost a lot of times.. but didn't even dare to ask anybody.. *dyahe kaya!* and then when we got there.. huhuhu.. ala nang sunset!!! dahil nga sa naligaw kami.. inabot na kami ng dilim.. pewo ok lang.. atelast nakapunta nako!! I told myself i wanted to watch the sunset with my honey.. baka kea indi ko pa siya nakita naun.. and then... we walked hanggang pedro gil.. layo noh? got a jeeney ride to buendia and atlast a bus ride home!!! whoaah!! i feet really hurts na!!! sigura i've walked for about half of my day today!!! huhuhu...

RANDOM THOUGHTS

2005-10-23T15:50:00.001+08:00

Last Friday: galing akong divi... at xempwe shopping galore ang lola mo.. hai.. sobrang nakakapagod.. i missed the times na lague ako nasa mall at maraming binibili.. until umiyak ang wallet ko at sabihin niang indi na niya kaia! hehehe.. well, kasi ngaung college nako bihira na ung time na nagala akong hindi naka-uniform.. may pasok ako kahit saturday tapos ng ROTC pa ako ng sunday.. pambahay lang ata ang civilian clothes na nagagamit ko eh.. kea this sembreak.. dahil palague akong gumagala i have to buy new clothes na.. hehe.. and xempwe indi na muna ung mga sobrang expensive.. kasi mastock lang sila sa closet ko..

after the shopping experience..
pagdating ko dito sa haus.. xempwe text2 ulit.. adik tlga eh.. pero ung taong iaasahan kong magttext sana sakin ay ni isang message uala.. *si honey un* tinanong ko kung nagdiner na ba siya at kung ano ginagawa nia.. ang sagot nia nagdiner na daw siya at matutulog na xa.. hai.. *matutulog nanaman* he always does that!!! lague xang tulog.. naicp ko tuloy hindi ba pdeng pagpaliban ang tulog nia at sana kamustahin naman nia ako.. kasi feeling ko nakakalimutan na nia ako.. kea un.. mejo naginate ako at sabi ko sige ma2log ka na.*period* w/o any mushy mwuahmwuah! kasi naman.. sembreak na nga hindi man lang ako matext.. does it take so much effort to text someone? kahit man lang.. kamusta ka na? buhay ka pa ba? at nagsumbong ako sa mga fwends ko.. at to the rescue ang mga lolo't lola mo.. xempwe todo comfort, sv nila: "baka pagod lang xa?" "intindihin mo nalang" " pag-usapan nio ng maigi yan" " baka may problema" hay... ang tanong ko kasi bakit xa lagueng ganun? is there something wrong? i tried to ask him pero alang response.. eh sino ba ako? girlfriend lang naman.. hai.. mahirap keang mag-antay ng txt maghapon at xempwe iniicp ko siya.. tapos un lang.. hai.. pero kahit ganon indi ko talaga magawang magalit sa kanya.. kea tinext ko siya sinabi ko na masama nga loob ko dahil ganun xa.. at gus2 ko siya makausap.. nararamdaman ko talaga na may problema xa pero prang ala xang balak sabihin sakin.. buti naman at nagreply.. aun may problema nga... hai.. sabi ko bakit indi nia sinabi sakin agad.. kasi diba? maybe i can but unfortunately i can't.. i felt stupid for like 10 seconds.. pero sabi ko il pray for him nalang.. haii.. i can't help but cry..lalo na pag mag-isa lang ako at naiisip ko siya.. Plano ko pa naman magEK with him.. pero aun.. nadurog na ang pangarap ko.. masaya sana un.. i felt like i was so eccentric.. parang nagiging sobrang demanding ako.. pero i just wanted some attention.. just a little attention.. haii.. naun ko lang nalaman mahirap palang lagi nalang ikaw ung umiintindi lalo na pag dumarating un time na indi mo na magetz pero kailangan pilitng intindihin? ako kea? naiintindihan nia rin kea ako? alam nia kea ung nararamdaman ko kapag indi xa nagrereply? at pag tumatawag ako pero indi ko siya makausap ng matino? hindi ko na maramdaman ung presence nia.. ang layo na niya..

ang pag-ibig ganyan talaga

MANSARY NOT SO HAPPY

2005-10-19T19:14:00.000+08:00

hai.. mansary namin ng honey ko today.. pero hindi kami nagkita.. haii.. so sad talaga.. ang masama pa non.. ang dahilan ay dahil parehas kaming taong bahay!!! Nakakaasar naman sembreak na nga eh, hindi parin kami nagkikita? 3 weeks na kami hindi nagkikita can u just imagine that?! what a torture!!! Pero kahit ganun ang situation, i have told myself.. I won't let go.. kasi mahal ko siya.. kahit na months pa kami hindi magkita!! *wag naman sana* Natutuwa ako sa sarili ko dahil nakikita kong nag-iimprove ako.. lalo na sa pag handle ng relationship.. at nais kong i-acknowledge ang mga past boyfriends ko na nakapagturo sakin nito... mas mahaba na ang pasensya ko at mas understanding.. kea hanggang ngayon hindi pa kami nag-aaway.. tampo-tampo lang pero konting lambing lang ayos na!! at oo nga pala.. mas malambing na ko naun!! hihihi... hai.. sana we'll last.. i'm serious i wanted him to be my husband.. he's such a good man! For me he's perfect... i've never felt like this.. siya ung tipo ng guy na pag iniwan mo mawawalan ka... sana di ko bawiin mga sinasabi ko naun.. at sana nasasabi ko sa kanya to ng personal.. hay.. honey i miss u na.. *mwuah*

NEW LOOK

2005-10-18T17:39:00.000+08:00

how do you find my new layout? Isn’t it soo cute?? oh well.. i've been working on this since the first day of my sembreak.. actually this was the first goal that i have set.. and now it's finished!! wooohoo!! and isn't it great?? hehe..

oh well.. this past sem has been a super roller coaster ride!! *at takot akong sumakay ng roller coaster!* pero can u just imagine.. i survived!!! after all the tupsy turbies.. my grades slipping down... w/o any friction at all.. it's a good thing i got english and theology.. those were my pleasure subjects.. hehe.. i'm confident naman that i will pass all my subjects.. but then.. i'm hoping to have higher grades next sem..

being a freshman is not easy.. you have to go through so many embarrassing moments... the *don't know how moments* specially in the library.. hehe.. i already had a warning!!! for using the internet while talking to a classmate.. who's just standing by.. i really didn't get the logic behind that.. and for that lady*sungit* librarian getting so overly sungit to us.. Knowing that we are just freshmen and don’t really know everything.. hay… indi na ko maginternet ever dun sa section na yun!!

Whatever.. I can’t type anything interesting.. I’m sorry coz my brain is also enjoying her sembreak.. til next time!! Ciao!

continuation po..

2005-09-08T21:54:00.000+08:00

hayy.. d2 na po ako haus at tignan mo ang time.. gabi na noh? nkihiram ako ng internet card sa mom ko ganun kc d2 eh? sari-sarili internet card.. pra ala lugue.. hayy.. kakaewan tlga ang experience ko sa computer war shop.. at paglipat ko naman sa lib.. ala nman internet connection!! hayy.. malaz tlga!! un fone ko nagloloko na nga.. nalobat pa?? ay gosh.. ayan at lam mo ba na dapat ay may online quiz kami sa math.. pero ayun.. dahl nagBrOWNOUT sa vicinity ng UST pumunta pa kmi ng SM sa Lazaro.. at UNFORTUNATELY.. ala din!!! ayyy!!! grabe na to ah? eto pa! pumunta ako alabang para ipagwa sna ung cel ko! ayun at pinkaconfined ko na muna sa cellphone clinic!! indi ko tuloy xa nauwi!!! pero gamit ko nman ung isang cel ng mama ko.. pero ala prin tutulad sa sariling mong minamahal na fone!! at naku!! baka mabura ung video ko don?? kakakuha ko lang yun kanina.. dinalaw ko kc ung mga kapatid kong apes sa botanical garden ng USt.,. hehe.. at eto pa!! 9:00 pm na ko nakauwi!! so hagard noh? aba may PE ako knna umaga... at nahilo ako kaaksyaw!!! tas napadpad ako sa kakaibang mundo ng mga computer war shop.. tinopak ang cel.. umuwi ng late... at hanggang ngaun ay mejo hilo pa!!!
naku nman.. sana maaus na ung cel ko!!! oh gosh.. un ang buhay ko eh.. sige na churva chenez na aketch! so haggardouz na ang lola mo ateng!!

computer war shop!!

2005-09-08T10:20:00.000+08:00

.. dito ako ngayon sa computer shop.. at pra akong ligaw!! dahil naliligiran ako ng mga nagllaro ng computer games!! ang ingay sobra !! kikay na kikay pa naman ako? dyahe?? pero care ba nila?? e gusto ko dito eh?? kasi nman eh?? puno ung ibng shop!!! kainis!!! ako lang ata gurl dito yaw ko na tumingn sa paligid!!! tas kamalasan nga naman.. nagloloko pa cel ko? xe di tlga nia makayanan ang intensity ng Sun Cell.. Unlimited!! ay gosh!! naghuhung xa.. at sa sobrang inis ko yaw ko na xa buksan.. bka mabato ko lang!!!! ay grabe!!! kasar!! di nman ako mxdo malas nagun noh?? mejo mejo lang.. at mag-aantay pa ko ng mga darating pang unfortunate event? naku kelangan nang mag0-ingat!!!

hayy.. kea nga ayaw ko sa shop eh? xe maingay na.. magulo pa!! grabe!!! may gera dito!!! kso nga lang.. ala ko internet card sa bahy kea dito nlang ako.. mura lng nman .. pero ang kapalit ng mura na price.. eh mga mura ng mga lalake dito!! ay gosh!!!

hindi na nga ako babalik dito!! malay ko bang ganito mga tao dito?? naku kung alam ko lng.. di na sana ako pumunta dito.. bka pinagtatawanan na ko ng mga lalake dito? ahyy... ay ok lng yan.. ganda naman lola mo eh? hahaha!! carry yan!!!! nakaktgal nga ako eh.. practice nadin to pra maging makapal mukha ko diba?? galinG-galing.. kaso mejo matgalpa ko dito?? hayy.. makalipat na nga sa library!!! di ko tlga kaya to!!! can't tolerate na!! hayy..waaaaah!!!ingay!!!

math? i love math!

2005-08-28T09:59:00.000+08:00

i used to love math so much.. there isn't any thing that would make me feel hate for it.. but then suddenly the wheel turned.. and then here is mat.. a monster pulling me down.. there are topics that has never been discussed during my high school life.. and now that's when i realized.. i have a lot of things to study for.. i have to pass this thng!! i have been doing some advance reading.. somehow i cope up with classes.. but then some parts are slightly difficult for me to understand.. i really need a tutor!! whaah!! oh math how could you be so cruel to me? i love you naman!! huhuhu... *drama ko na? tama na nga!* mag-aral na ko!!

a life full of complexities..

2005-08-24T10:47:00.000+08:00

why? why is it like this??
why can't it be just plain fun?
a life that was so carefree..

problems was always a big hindrance
i guess they're right
life is not fun if there is an absence of problems..

how ironic..
one time you are so happy..
you felt like nothing can really go wrong..
but suddenly.. here it comes..
a typhoon.. sweeping you from your happines..
bringing you to the darkest days of your life..

i know ther's always a silver lining in the sky..
but when will you show yourself to me?
when will this great storm stop?

why am i alone?

who will accompany me?

you! don't leave me behind!
i was with you all this time..
i really need your help this time..

but i guess...
i have to be strong..
i have to have courage..
to surpass all of this..

After the nerve cracking Pre-limz

2005-08-18T10:28:00.000+08:00

hayy.. i can't really explain how am i feeling right now... i feel sow wasted!!! oh gosh!! after getting grades lower than ever.. how could you possibly think that i can still survive college life.. with the way my grades are behaving!!! *as if my buhay grades ko?* ah basta!! OMG tlga! i need a tutor!! someone who's super genius!! *ok wait lng*

break muna!!! di ko papala naikkwento nanyari...
ACCT- 51/100
math- 28/40 Prelim grade -69 passing-55
theology prelim grade 95 ( THE BEST!!)
the rest are coming so be really to have the *super* shock of your lifetime!

the sentiments of a gurl who never felt like this before!!!!
i don't even know why i can still laugh at my grades.. and cry at the same time.. i was so depressed talaga!!
even joshua gets low grades... siguro nga eto na ung sinasabi ni Ms. Alora na iiyak ka.. hayy.. sobrang di ko talaga mapigilan.. nag-aaral naman ako? sobra-sobra na nga eh.. kulang pa ba yun? huh?? wat paba kelangan kong gawin aside from that? hayy... one thing is for sure!! i need to pray a lot!!! For a MIRACLE to happen!!!!

Ngarag sa college life? TULAD KO!!!

2005-08-06T07:15:00.000+08:00

papasok ng skul.. uuwi gabi na.. ala na time mag-aral.. kain tas tulog na dahil sa sobrang pagod.. minsa try ko mag-aral pero nakaktulog ako sa desk ko.. or minsan maxadong tempting ang malambot na kama kea dun ako nag-aaral nakakatulog nadin.. hayy.. PRELIMZ ko na next week.. at isa tong madugong sagupaan.. between.. me and a lot of courses... whaah! ma-carry kea ng powers ko?
Philosophy.. mejo madali kung papaganahin mo talaga ang SUPER INTELLECTUAL side mo..
PGC naman.. hayy.. dapat alam mo ang lahat ng nanyar sa gobyerno ng Pilipinas!! pati narin ang buong administration ng UST.. tama ba namang pahirapan kami?
MATH.. ay eto ang pamatay.. sa complex rational expression.. talaga naman.. isang problem lang mapapaluha na ko.. panu kasi kung magdiscuss parang kasali sa decalthon!!!! at sure akong siya lague ang winner dahil Over sa blis talaga ng takbo ng lesson..
Theology.. hayy.. eto ang Pahinga ng nakakarami.. actually madali talga siya!!kaso lang sa essay magkakatalo yan eh..
Accounting.. success talga ang feeling kapag nakapagbalance ka!! hayy.. sna magbalance ang exam ko!!
Biology... hayy.. feeeling ko ito ang major ko eh.. sa sobrang dami ng dapat pag-aralan.. kea nga accounting kinuha ko kasi ayoko ng ganitong klase ng subject.. although mataas ang graes ko sa science at mahal na mahal ako ng science di ko xa magawang mahalin!!!
Filipino.. ito ang mas pinalawak na kaalaman ukol sa wika.. anu ang kaibahan ng Pilipino at Filipino.. madali lang kailangan maging bihasa sa mga iSPELING!!! nyahaha!!
English.. hayy.. love ko ang English.. pero ngaun lang xa naging mejo nakaklito dahil nun last lesson namin ay.. inaantok ako.. kea di ko maxxado naintindihan... hehe..

ayan at nafoforesee ko na kung ano ang exam ko!! hayy... madugo diba.. ala na ko masabi!!

*ok jump muna tau...
may bad news this week... bukod sa coming prelimz ko.. last wednesday.. namatay papa ni Aubry *close fwend ko sa USTe* sobrang nashock ako nung nareceive ko ung text nia ni hindi ko lam gagawin ko.. mag-pprelimz pa naman.. kaya ang magagawa ko nalang for her ay alalayan sya.. kea un gumawa ako ng reviewer tas pina-xerox ko for her.. xempwe para makapag-aral xa.. hayy.. aubry kaya mo yan...

"Every obstacle presents an opportunity to improve one's condition. "

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